When?
When can friends become more than that and develop into a meaningfull realtionship.
Why do we fear asking for more in fear of losing a friendship?
if they are really are friends shouldn't it not matter wat we do?
or perhaps it is the feeling of akwardness that develops afterwards.
We become cowards in the presence of akwardness and we begin to pull back and become afraid of asking.
Every nite i ponder these questions for you are the one that i want and to whom all these questions apply for me.
Why do i fear to ask you a childhood friend and yet i fear losing that simple friendship.
Curse these feelings that develop through hormones that attract us to the people we have known forever
and why must we ourselves.? perhaps we shall never know.
If you want something your supposed to g oafter it yet i can't force myself to make that first move because i don't know her.
Her feelings are a mystery to me and my fear of embarassment holds me from persuing what i so desperatly want.