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I don't understand myself enough to explain me.....I can't ask for forgiveness for not wanting to question why.... I don't beleive in fairytails... and I do believe in fate. I can't say I'm afraid of life, but I can say that I'm afraid without it. Soooooo many things have been thrown my way, and so many things have been dealt with...I've been through thick and thin and I've enjoyed the experiences that God has chosen to give me. I don't question my history.... I know that everything-- EVERYTHING that has happened to me was for a reason....and just in knowing that gives me the okay to not wonder why..... to not focus on the past trials but to focus on future..... I love every second that I breathe and wouldn't trade it for darkness. My decisions are final... I make them based on how I feel. Dylan makes me very happy and he's not an axe murderer or a rapist or a guilt tripper or a sex addict......hahaha....... he's just right and thats all I need. So yes.... we're happy....and together.