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I'm really sick :( Didn't take my paper this morning, messaged Mr Lyon last night because I was having breathing problems. Nausea, not eating (had a slice of bread yesaterday!) etc left over from india, spent yesterday early afternoon feeling lightheaded and completely unable to study, then started to not breathe properly at night. Was in school playing bridge with some of the J1s in the afternoon, shouldn't've pushed myself but being in school and seeing people makes me happy! D: should stop pushing myself this hard re health, why has no one ever told me to sleep more/take care etc? Was worried because it was late at night and I couldnt breathe and the clinics were closed, so messaged Mr Lyon and lay in bed for more than an hour trying to take in deep breaths. Then I thought I was fine so I got up to off the fan and open the window, only somewhere on the way from fan to window I got horrendously dizzy, saw white light and heard many crashing noises and when my vision cleared I was lying on the floor with head/neck/hips/etc aching and no recollection whatsoever as to how I'd landed up there. I was just lying on the floor feeling much pain everywhere and trying to make sense of it, thinking maybe I'd fallen off the bed. Was about 10 minutes later that I remembered I'd gotten up to open the window. Yup was quite worried, because I thought that sort of thing only happened to old ladies alone at home or something :/ I've blacked out/felt dizzy before but not like fallen down and not remembered. Quite worrying.
Doctor's put me on 24 hours no food, I have loads of sachets with rehydration salts and other mineral things I need to take. I'm going to fail my CTs at this rate, now that I've pushed all 3 papers til next week and I can't study in this state :(
My head still hurts from last night's fall :(
Emoing to Clay Aiken's "Touch"..
Darling, magic's alive tonight in your arms
Wanna drown in this moment, get lost in your charm
Now that you're here, don't move too fast
Let's make the moment last
All I want is your touch
Die la the J1s picked until like that :( It's for their own good that I should stay away more from now on, and train with other people instead. Train after CTs that is, I need to lock myself away from bridge til I'm better and exams are over.
Doctor's put me on 24 hours no food, I have loads of sachets with rehydration salts and other mineral things I need to take. I'm going to fail my CTs at this rate, now that I've pushed all 3 papers til next week and I can't study in this state :(
My head still hurts from last night's fall :(
Emoing to Clay Aiken's "Touch"..
Darling, magic's alive tonight in your arms
Wanna drown in this moment, get lost in your charm
Now that you're here, don't move too fast
Let's make the moment last
All I want is your touch
Die la the J1s picked until like that :( It's for their own good that I should stay away more from now on, and train with other people instead. Train after CTs that is, I need to lock myself away from bridge til I'm better and exams are over.