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HR meeting later today. It's with all AA's, but I have a lot of personal issues to bring up, so that may happen in a separate meeting.
I'm figuring out my feelings about this job. I need to have a meeting with Bosslady ASAP when she gets back from vacation to discuss her lack of positive feedback and lack of respect towards me. I think I've figured it out - I'm fulfilled by the job, and by what I get to do, but it's leaving me depressed at the same time.
As much as I want to keep things settled, for once, I'm starting to open up to getting a different job. I'd prefer one within GLDP, but I'd settle for another nonprofit, or, well, anything that didn't leave me quite so shattered. I love what I do here, and I like virtually everyone around me, but when it's my direct manager who makes my life hell....it'd certainly be bearable, for a year, but I wonder if it's worth it, to just be bearable? I think, honestly, if they'd hire me, that would help. My pay would go up, I'd have benefits and vacation time and security. That would help a lot...
well. We shall see.
I'm figuring out my feelings about this job. I need to have a meeting with Bosslady ASAP when she gets back from vacation to discuss her lack of positive feedback and lack of respect towards me. I think I've figured it out - I'm fulfilled by the job, and by what I get to do, but it's leaving me depressed at the same time.
As much as I want to keep things settled, for once, I'm starting to open up to getting a different job. I'd prefer one within GLDP, but I'd settle for another nonprofit, or, well, anything that didn't leave me quite so shattered. I love what I do here, and I like virtually everyone around me, but when it's my direct manager who makes my life hell....it'd certainly be bearable, for a year, but I wonder if it's worth it, to just be bearable? I think, honestly, if they'd hire me, that would help. My pay would go up, I'd have benefits and vacation time and security. That would help a lot...
well. We shall see.