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A guy I go to school with told me this: " After all, your abilities and passion combined with the infinite degrees of art is a powerful force. Not saying it would be easy, but definitely doable. Even when your spirits are down, you emanate energy and a sense of hope."
People tell me how positive and optimistic and wonderful/beautiful I am all the time. If only they knew...
Or maybe they find out, and thats when they leave.
I should say, I'm not always depressed. I'm only depressed when I'm alone. When I am away from other people, or when I'm at work. Then, I am depressed. When I'm at school, or with friends, or even around reasonble behaving strangers, I am not depressed. I'm perfectly fine. Happy, ecstatic even. Maybe I'm bipolar. I suppose thats why people think I'm so happy all the time...because I'm usually stoked to see them. Also, I'm usually only depressed at night. I wake up in the morning happy and excited about the world.
People tell me how positive and optimistic and wonderful/beautiful I am all the time. If only they knew...
Or maybe they find out, and thats when they leave.
I should say, I'm not always depressed. I'm only depressed when I'm alone. When I am away from other people, or when I'm at work. Then, I am depressed. When I'm at school, or with friends, or even around reasonble behaving strangers, I am not depressed. I'm perfectly fine. Happy, ecstatic even. Maybe I'm bipolar. I suppose thats why people think I'm so happy all the time...because I'm usually stoked to see them. Also, I'm usually only depressed at night. I wake up in the morning happy and excited about the world.