Love Really Hurt (chapter.7)
Title: Love Really Hurt
Author: sunggi37
Pairing: HaeHyuk
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Romance, Angst, AU
Summary: This is wrong to fall in love with someone in the same gender (sorry I’m really suck at summary)
Warning: AU, grammar error, English not my first language
Heeey I’m back with chapter 7 . hope you will like it . . .
Chapter 7
Donghae POV
I was waking up when I feel sunrise hit my face, I open my eyes slowly and found that Eunhyuk is not by my side. I get up from the bed and looking for Eunhyuk.
“Hyukkie baby” I said calling his name
I go the bathroom to search for him but I can’t find him there, I got worried and go outside the bedroom to find Eunhyuk in the living room with Leeteuk hyung, he was sleeping in Leeteuk hyung lap.
“Donghae-ah good morning” Leeteuk hyung said when he see me
“Morning hyung. Why Eunhyuk sleeping here?” I ask him
“Oh he falls asleep when he tell his story to me” Leeteuk hyung said
“Tell his story?” I ask him again
“Yes, Hae-ah he already tell me everything” he said
“You mean about our marriage life?” I ask him
“Yes, he tell me everything, about your mother and Hara” leeteuk hyung said, “Hae-ah why you agree with your mother plan to marry Hara, you know with marrying her you will hurt Eunhyuk’s heart”
“Hyung I married with Hara it for our happiness my mother tell me that I can divorce with her when we already give her a baby” I said to him
“Okay now I want to ask you, Hyukkie already tell me that Hara already pregnant now” Leeteuk hyung said, I keep silent waiting for him to continue, “What I want to ask is, do you really will divorce with her once she give birth to your baby?” Leeteuk hyung ask me
End of Donghae POV
Eunhyuk POV
I was already waking up when Leeteuk hyung talking with Donghae but I prevent to sleep and hearing to what they’re talking about.
“What I want to ask is, do you really will divorce with her once she give birth to your baby?” Leeteuk hyung ask Donghae
I hold my breath want to know what will Donghae answer the question, Donghae keep silent and not answering Leeteuk hyung question, from his act right now I know that Donghae will say something who will break my heart.
“Hae, answer me” Leeteuk hyung said
“Hyung, I-I don’t know how to say it” Donghae said
“So you will not divorce with her?” Leeteuk hyung ask him
“I don’t know hyung, but I feel that I can’t leave her after she give birth to our baby” Donghae said
Donghae’s word really broke my heart right now; I can feel tears slowly flowing from my eyes.
“Hae, do you already think about Eunhyuk? How will he feel when he know that you will never divorce with her” Leeteuk hyung said
“I know it will broke Eunhyuk heart but I can’t abandon my baby with Hara” Donghae said
“Then divorce with him, I know it will broke his heart too but seeing you with her will broke his heart more” Leeteuk hyung said
Inside my heart I agree with what Leeteuk hyung said, if Donghae will never divorce with Hara it will be better if he divorce with me.
“I will never do that hyung, I really love Eunhyuk” Donghae said
“Then divorce with Hara, you can still give her allowance for her life and your baby” Leeteuk hyung said slightly raising his voice
“I can’t do that too hyung” Donghae said raising his voice too
“Why?” Leeteuk hyung said
“It’s because I love her too hyung” Donghae said
That’s it, his word really scattering my heart now. I can’t hold my sob again, I cover my mouth with my palm to redeem my sob but it’s no use because Leeteuk hyung and Donghae already hear my sob.
“Eunhyukkie” Leeteuk hyung said
I get up slowly from Leeteuk hyung lap, “S-Sorry I overheard your conversation” I said still crying
“Hyukkie baby” Donghae said and about to hold my hand but I slap it away
“Don’t touch me Hae” I said, “I already know this is will happen, I know that you will fall in love with her”
“Hyuk, I’m sorry” Donghae said
“I don’t need your apologize Hae” I said, “excuse me hyung, I need fresh air now” I said and walk away from them
I go to the bedroom and take my sweater, after that I go outside the house. I can hear Donghae and Leeteuk hyung called my name not allow me to go out from the house because it’s really cold outside, but I just ignore them and go outside the house. I walk to the park and sit in the swing. I can see people look at me weirdly because there no one who will play in the park in the cold weather like this beside I just uses a thin sweater on my body.
I sit on the swing with tears streaming from my eyes, Donghae’s word keep repeating on my ears. I don’t know what should I do again now, I don’t know either if I still can bear with it. It already too much for me, my heart can’t take the pain anymore.
End of Eunhyuk POV
Heechul POV
I was waking up when I hear someone bickering outside, I open my eyes lazily and go out from the room to found Leeteuk and Donghae bickering.
“Yah you two, you know you disturb my sleep” I said annoyingly, but the people seems like not hearing me and continue to bicker.
“YAH STOP” I shout and I see they stop bickering and look at me, “What happen here?” I ask them
“You can ask your beloved dongsaeng here” Leeteuk said angrily
“Lee Donghae what happen here?” I ask him
I see Donghae just stay silent and lowering his head.
“Teukie what happen here?” I ask Leeteuk
“Heechul-ah you must know that your beloved dongsaeng already cheating on Hyuk” Leeteuk said, I widening my eyes in surprise
“Hyung I’m not cheating on Hyuk, I do this for our happiness” Donghae said
“Bullshit Hae, what you did is just hurting Eunhyuk, and if you said that what you do is for you and Eunhyuk happiness why you don’t want to divorce with her and why you say you love Hara” Leeteuk said
“Who is Hara and where’s Eunhyuk?” I ask them
“Hara is his new wife, and Eunhyuk I don’t know he run when he heard that Donghae love Hara” Leeteuk said
“What Eunhyuk run from the house, it’s really cold outside” I said worriedly, “Teukie can you search Eunhyuk now” I ask him and I see he nod and go outside the house
Now I was leave alone with Donghae, he keep stay silent and lowering his head.
“Lee Donghae, what happen? Tell me everything” I said to him
“Hyung what Leeteuk hyung said is right, I already get married again, but I do this for Eunhyuk happiness” Donghae said
“For Eunhyuk happiness? And why Leeteuk said that you just hurt Eunhyuk’s heart and why Leeteuk said that you love her too” I said
“Hyung, Leeteuk hyung right, I love Hara and I can’t divorce with her. I know I already promise to Eunhyuk that I will divorce with her when Hara already give birth but I can’t do that hyung” Donghae said
“Then divorce with Eunhyuk, let him stay with me and Leeteuk here, I know it will broke his heart but I think I will be better for him” I said
“I can’t do that too hyung, I don’t want to lose Eunhyuk. I really love him” Donghae said
“You are really selfish Lee Donghae, you just thinking about yourself” I said
“I’m sorry hyung, but I know that I make the right decision” Donghae said
End of Heechul POV
Eunhyuk POV
I still in the park right now, I can feel my body is so cold and I’m freezing right now. I don’t want to go home now; I don’t want to meet Donghae. I still play the swing when I feel someone putting a jacket on me. I look at my back and see Leeteuk hyung stand there.
“Hyung” I said when I see him
“Let’s go home Hyuk” Leeteuk hyung said
“No hyung, I don’t want to go home. I don’t want to meet Donghae now” I said lowering my head
“Hyuk, it’s freezing right now you will be sick” Leeteuk hyung said
“I don’t mind if I have to be sick later hyung, I even don’t mind if I have to die right now” I said
“Eunhyuk don’t say like that” Leeteuk hyung said, “Your uncle will be sad if he know that you are like this now”
“I know hyung, but I just can’t take it anymore, why this have to happen to me” I said crying again, “Why hyung, why I can’t get my happiness?”
“Hyukkie baby, you will get your happiness later I know that will happen” Leeteuk hyung said while hugging me
I cry my tears out on Leeteuk hyung chest until I feel tired and fall asleep on his embrace.
End of Eunhyuk POV
Leeteuk POV
I can feel Eunhyuk calm breath signaling that he is asleep now, so I carried him and bring him home. When I already arrive home I go inside and see Donghae and Heechul already waiting for us.
“Teukie what happen to him?” Heechul ask me
“He’s okay, he just fall asleep” I said and I hear Heechul sigh in relieved
“Hyung, let me bring him to our room” Donghae said
“No, I will bring him by myself” I said
I carried Eunhyuk to my and Heechul room because I know that Eunhyuk don’t want to meet Donghae right now. When I arrive in the room I lay him on the bed. I see his face is pale because he stay outside when it freezing outside and I see his eyes are so puffy signaling that he was crying before. I put a blanket on his to keep him feel warm. I sit beside the bed and stroke his cheek, its feel so cold. I still stroking his cheek when the door open revealing Heechul it front of the door he is bring a cup of hot milk with him. he go onside the room and put the milk in the tableside.
“Where’s Donghae?” I ask him
“He’s in his room now, I forbid him to meet Eunhyuk today” Heechul said
“Chullie, I think we really must go to Korea with them. Seeing Eunhyuk like this make me feel really hurt, because I am the one who taking care of him beside his uncle” I said
“I know that Teukie, I think we must do that too. We will go with them this Thursday, we will go to Korea with them” Heechul said
Heechul sit beside me and rest his head on my shoulder, we are talking when Eunhyuk wake up.
“H-Hyung” Eunhyuk said sleepily
“You awake Hyuk” I said
“Why I am sleeping here hyung?” he ask me again
“You will stay in this room for today” Heechul said
“But I want to be with Donghae” Eunhyuk said
“He already hurt you Hyuk, why you still want to be with him?” I ask him
“I love him hyung, I want to always be with him” Eunhyuk said
“Haissh, okay then I will take you to your room” Heechul said
I see Heechul take Eunhyuk out from the room and go to his room.
End of Leeteuk POV
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Author: sunggi37
Pairing: HaeHyuk
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Romance, Angst, AU
Summary: This is wrong to fall in love with someone in the same gender (sorry I’m really suck at summary)
Warning: AU, grammar error, English not my first language
Heeey I’m back with chapter 7 . hope you will like it . . .
Chapter 7
Donghae POV
I was waking up when I feel sunrise hit my face, I open my eyes slowly and found that Eunhyuk is not by my side. I get up from the bed and looking for Eunhyuk.
“Hyukkie baby” I said calling his name
I go the bathroom to search for him but I can’t find him there, I got worried and go outside the bedroom to find Eunhyuk in the living room with Leeteuk hyung, he was sleeping in Leeteuk hyung lap.
“Donghae-ah good morning” Leeteuk hyung said when he see me
“Morning hyung. Why Eunhyuk sleeping here?” I ask him
“Oh he falls asleep when he tell his story to me” Leeteuk hyung said
“Tell his story?” I ask him again
“Yes, Hae-ah he already tell me everything” he said
“You mean about our marriage life?” I ask him
“Yes, he tell me everything, about your mother and Hara” leeteuk hyung said, “Hae-ah why you agree with your mother plan to marry Hara, you know with marrying her you will hurt Eunhyuk’s heart”
“Hyung I married with Hara it for our happiness my mother tell me that I can divorce with her when we already give her a baby” I said to him
“Okay now I want to ask you, Hyukkie already tell me that Hara already pregnant now” Leeteuk hyung said, I keep silent waiting for him to continue, “What I want to ask is, do you really will divorce with her once she give birth to your baby?” Leeteuk hyung ask me
End of Donghae POV
Eunhyuk POV
I was already waking up when Leeteuk hyung talking with Donghae but I prevent to sleep and hearing to what they’re talking about.
“What I want to ask is, do you really will divorce with her once she give birth to your baby?” Leeteuk hyung ask Donghae
I hold my breath want to know what will Donghae answer the question, Donghae keep silent and not answering Leeteuk hyung question, from his act right now I know that Donghae will say something who will break my heart.
“Hae, answer me” Leeteuk hyung said
“Hyung, I-I don’t know how to say it” Donghae said
“So you will not divorce with her?” Leeteuk hyung ask him
“I don’t know hyung, but I feel that I can’t leave her after she give birth to our baby” Donghae said
Donghae’s word really broke my heart right now; I can feel tears slowly flowing from my eyes.
“Hae, do you already think about Eunhyuk? How will he feel when he know that you will never divorce with her” Leeteuk hyung said
“I know it will broke Eunhyuk heart but I can’t abandon my baby with Hara” Donghae said
“Then divorce with him, I know it will broke his heart too but seeing you with her will broke his heart more” Leeteuk hyung said
Inside my heart I agree with what Leeteuk hyung said, if Donghae will never divorce with Hara it will be better if he divorce with me.
“I will never do that hyung, I really love Eunhyuk” Donghae said
“Then divorce with Hara, you can still give her allowance for her life and your baby” Leeteuk hyung said slightly raising his voice
“I can’t do that too hyung” Donghae said raising his voice too
“Why?” Leeteuk hyung said
“It’s because I love her too hyung” Donghae said
That’s it, his word really scattering my heart now. I can’t hold my sob again, I cover my mouth with my palm to redeem my sob but it’s no use because Leeteuk hyung and Donghae already hear my sob.
“Eunhyukkie” Leeteuk hyung said
I get up slowly from Leeteuk hyung lap, “S-Sorry I overheard your conversation” I said still crying
“Hyukkie baby” Donghae said and about to hold my hand but I slap it away
“Don’t touch me Hae” I said, “I already know this is will happen, I know that you will fall in love with her”
“Hyuk, I’m sorry” Donghae said
“I don’t need your apologize Hae” I said, “excuse me hyung, I need fresh air now” I said and walk away from them
I go to the bedroom and take my sweater, after that I go outside the house. I can hear Donghae and Leeteuk hyung called my name not allow me to go out from the house because it’s really cold outside, but I just ignore them and go outside the house. I walk to the park and sit in the swing. I can see people look at me weirdly because there no one who will play in the park in the cold weather like this beside I just uses a thin sweater on my body.
I sit on the swing with tears streaming from my eyes, Donghae’s word keep repeating on my ears. I don’t know what should I do again now, I don’t know either if I still can bear with it. It already too much for me, my heart can’t take the pain anymore.
End of Eunhyuk POV
Heechul POV
I was waking up when I hear someone bickering outside, I open my eyes lazily and go out from the room to found Leeteuk and Donghae bickering.
“Yah you two, you know you disturb my sleep” I said annoyingly, but the people seems like not hearing me and continue to bicker.
“YAH STOP” I shout and I see they stop bickering and look at me, “What happen here?” I ask them
“You can ask your beloved dongsaeng here” Leeteuk said angrily
“Lee Donghae what happen here?” I ask him
I see Donghae just stay silent and lowering his head.
“Teukie what happen here?” I ask Leeteuk
“Heechul-ah you must know that your beloved dongsaeng already cheating on Hyuk” Leeteuk said, I widening my eyes in surprise
“Hyung I’m not cheating on Hyuk, I do this for our happiness” Donghae said
“Bullshit Hae, what you did is just hurting Eunhyuk, and if you said that what you do is for you and Eunhyuk happiness why you don’t want to divorce with her and why you say you love Hara” Leeteuk said
“Who is Hara and where’s Eunhyuk?” I ask them
“Hara is his new wife, and Eunhyuk I don’t know he run when he heard that Donghae love Hara” Leeteuk said
“What Eunhyuk run from the house, it’s really cold outside” I said worriedly, “Teukie can you search Eunhyuk now” I ask him and I see he nod and go outside the house
Now I was leave alone with Donghae, he keep stay silent and lowering his head.
“Lee Donghae, what happen? Tell me everything” I said to him
“Hyung what Leeteuk hyung said is right, I already get married again, but I do this for Eunhyuk happiness” Donghae said
“For Eunhyuk happiness? And why Leeteuk said that you just hurt Eunhyuk’s heart and why Leeteuk said that you love her too” I said
“Hyung, Leeteuk hyung right, I love Hara and I can’t divorce with her. I know I already promise to Eunhyuk that I will divorce with her when Hara already give birth but I can’t do that hyung” Donghae said
“Then divorce with Eunhyuk, let him stay with me and Leeteuk here, I know it will broke his heart but I think I will be better for him” I said
“I can’t do that too hyung, I don’t want to lose Eunhyuk. I really love him” Donghae said
“You are really selfish Lee Donghae, you just thinking about yourself” I said
“I’m sorry hyung, but I know that I make the right decision” Donghae said
End of Heechul POV
Eunhyuk POV
I still in the park right now, I can feel my body is so cold and I’m freezing right now. I don’t want to go home now; I don’t want to meet Donghae. I still play the swing when I feel someone putting a jacket on me. I look at my back and see Leeteuk hyung stand there.
“Hyung” I said when I see him
“Let’s go home Hyuk” Leeteuk hyung said
“No hyung, I don’t want to go home. I don’t want to meet Donghae now” I said lowering my head
“Hyuk, it’s freezing right now you will be sick” Leeteuk hyung said
“I don’t mind if I have to be sick later hyung, I even don’t mind if I have to die right now” I said
“Eunhyuk don’t say like that” Leeteuk hyung said, “Your uncle will be sad if he know that you are like this now”
“I know hyung, but I just can’t take it anymore, why this have to happen to me” I said crying again, “Why hyung, why I can’t get my happiness?”
“Hyukkie baby, you will get your happiness later I know that will happen” Leeteuk hyung said while hugging me
I cry my tears out on Leeteuk hyung chest until I feel tired and fall asleep on his embrace.
End of Eunhyuk POV
Leeteuk POV
I can feel Eunhyuk calm breath signaling that he is asleep now, so I carried him and bring him home. When I already arrive home I go inside and see Donghae and Heechul already waiting for us.
“Teukie what happen to him?” Heechul ask me
“He’s okay, he just fall asleep” I said and I hear Heechul sigh in relieved
“Hyung, let me bring him to our room” Donghae said
“No, I will bring him by myself” I said
I carried Eunhyuk to my and Heechul room because I know that Eunhyuk don’t want to meet Donghae right now. When I arrive in the room I lay him on the bed. I see his face is pale because he stay outside when it freezing outside and I see his eyes are so puffy signaling that he was crying before. I put a blanket on his to keep him feel warm. I sit beside the bed and stroke his cheek, its feel so cold. I still stroking his cheek when the door open revealing Heechul it front of the door he is bring a cup of hot milk with him. he go onside the room and put the milk in the tableside.
“Where’s Donghae?” I ask him
“He’s in his room now, I forbid him to meet Eunhyuk today” Heechul said
“Chullie, I think we really must go to Korea with them. Seeing Eunhyuk like this make me feel really hurt, because I am the one who taking care of him beside his uncle” I said
“I know that Teukie, I think we must do that too. We will go with them this Thursday, we will go to Korea with them” Heechul said
Heechul sit beside me and rest his head on my shoulder, we are talking when Eunhyuk wake up.
“H-Hyung” Eunhyuk said sleepily
“You awake Hyuk” I said
“Why I am sleeping here hyung?” he ask me again
“You will stay in this room for today” Heechul said
“But I want to be with Donghae” Eunhyuk said
“He already hurt you Hyuk, why you still want to be with him?” I ask him
“I love him hyung, I want to always be with him” Eunhyuk said
“Haissh, okay then I will take you to your room” Heechul said
I see Heechul take Eunhyuk out from the room and go to his room.
End of Leeteuk POV
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But no silent reader please ..
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