Love Really Hurt (chapter.2)
Title: Love Really Hurt
Author: sunggi37
Pairing: HaeHyuk
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Romance, Angst, AU
Summary: This is wrong to fall in love with someone in the same gender (sorry I’m really suck at summary)
Warning: AU, grammar error, English not my first language
Hey I’m back with chapter 2 hope you will like it~
Chapter 2
Eunhyuk POV
Today is Donghae’s wedding with Hara. I walk to the bedroom to bring my tuxedo; Donghae’s father said that their drivers will pick me to go to the church. I was still getting ready when I hear the bells rang. I hurriedly getting ready and open the door.
“Lee Hyukjae-shi?” he ask me
“Yes, I am Lee Hyukjae” I said and I see the drivers nodded his head
“Mr. Lee told me to bring you to the church” he said
“Okay, I will lock the door’s first” I said and lock the door
I get inside the car and the drivers drive to the church. All the way to the church I can feel my heart beating so fast and tears are threatening to flow down from my eyes. I close my eyes and take a deep breath hoping my heart can be calm down. I still close my eyes when I feel the cars stopping.
“We already arrives Hyukjae-shi” he said
“Okay mister, thank you” I said and go out from the car
The church is so luxurious not like our wedding’s place in Japan before, I get inside and see all of people already sitting in their seat, I look around searching for someone I know but I can’t find anyone I know there.
“Hyukjae” I hear someone call my name
I look back and see Donghae’s father walking to my direction, “Yes, Mr. Lee” I said
“Don’t be too formal, just called me Appa” he said and I nod my head, “Follow me, your seat is in the front row” he said
I followed him to where my seat is and when I already there I sit quietly on my seat, not long again Donghae will be married with someone else, and he will not be mine completely again. I lowering my head when I hear the music start to play, I hear a lot of clap around me; I look up and see Donghae and Hara walking to the altar. They look so perfect together Donghae so handsome and Hara so pretty. I see them already in the altar and the pastor beginning the ceremony.
“Lee Donghae, do you take Kim Hara to be your wife and promise to be with her in happy time and sad times until god separate you” the pastor said
“Yes I Do” Donghae said and it really break my heart to see my husband marrying someone else
“Kim Hara, do you take Lee Donghae to be your husband and promise to be with him in happy time and sad times until god separate you” the pastor ask again
“Yes I Do” I hear Hara said
“Now I pronounce you to be a husband and wife, Donghae-shi you can kiss your bride” the pastor said
I lowering my head when I see Donghae leaning closer to Hara and closed the gap between them, I hear the guest cheering and clapping their hand, I just close my eyes when tears flowing from my eyes
‘I can’t cry here’ I thought and get up from my seat then go to the bathroom
Once I already in the bathroom I cry really hard, I thought our married life will be the happiest time in my life, but I was wrong if I know everything will be like this I will not accept Donghae’s proposal back then. I don’t know how long I have been crying, when I came back to the church the guest already heading to the party place and there was only Donghae, Hara, and Donghae’s parents there.
“Where have you been Hyukkie, I was searching for you” Donghae said to me worried in his voice
“Yah, we are searching for you and because of that the bride is late to go to the party place” Donghae’s mother said coldly
“I’m sorry I go to the bathroom before” I said lowering my head, I hope Donghae didn’t notice my fluffy eyes.
“Now, since he already here let’s go to the party place” Donghae’s Mother said
They start to walk outside the church and I followed them behind.
“I’m sorry Mr. and Mrs. Lee, but I think I can’t join you to the party place” I said slowly when we already in the parking lot
“Why Hyukkie, are you okay?” Donghae ask me worriedly
“I’m okay Hae, I just feel tired” I said lying to him. To be honest I don’t want to see Donghae and Hara being intimate in the party
“You can’t do that Hyukjae, if you love Donghae you must celebrate his wedding with us” Donghae’s mother said
“Umma, he is tired we can’t force him to join us beside I don’t want him to be sick” Donghae said
“If he can’t throw his tiredness to celebrate your party then it proving that he don’t love you Hae” his mother said again, “So Hyukjae do you want to come?”
I sigh, “Okay then I will join you” I said slowly
“Okay now let’s go” she said
I was in the same car with Donghae’s parent; Donghae’s mother said that I can’t be in the same car with Donghae because Donghae need to be with his bride only. I just following what Donghae’s mother want even thought my heart feel so hurt right now.
In the party I just seat in the corner of the room seeing Donghae and Hara talking to the guest and dancing when the guests ask them to do that. I just lowering my head I’m afraid I will cry again. The party flow smoothly and now the guest one by one already go home. I go to Donghae, Hara and Donghae’s parents to bid my goodbye I can’t stand being in here again.
“I will go home now” I said to them
“With who Hyukkie, why you not stay here?” Donghae ask me
“It’s okay Hae, I can take a taxi” I said
“You will sleep here Hyukjae, I don’t want Donghae being so worried about you on his wedding night” Donghae’s mother said
This is what I don’t want to know, now is the time for Donghae’s wedding night and I just want to be in home to cry my tears out.
“Yes, Hyukjae-shi I think you should stay in here tonight, it’s already late I’m afraid something bad will happen to you” Hara said
I just nod my head and agree to stay there tonight, Donghae’s mother led me where I can sleep tonight and to my surprise the room is right beside the brides’ room.
“Mrs. Lee sorry but can I take another room?” I ask Donghae’s mother
“Sorry but we don’t have any room again” she said and leave me
I go inside the room and look around; this room is so neat and clean. I still look around when the door open revealing Donghae, he get inside the room and close the door behind him.
“Hyukkie baby, why you sleep in this room?” Donghe ask me and walk closer to me
“Your mom said that they don’t have any room again Hae” I said
“She’s lying Hyuk, we still have a lot of room here” he said again
“I already know that, I think she just wants me to suffered Hae” I said lowering my head “She just wants me to sleep here beside the brides’ room and hear everything. Hear Hara’s moan when you two did it” I said again
I can feel tears flowing slowly from my eyes, I start to sniffed when Donghae hug me tightly.
“I’m sorry baby, I really don’t want this to happen, but you must understand that I did this for us, for our happiness” he said still hugging me
“I know Hae, now just go she’s waiting” I said trying to release Donghae’s hug
Donghae then release his hug and try to kiss my lips but I move my head and his lips landed on my cheek
“I’m sorry Hyuk, I did it for our happiness” Donghae said and walk outside the room
‘You always say that this is for us, but you don’t know that what you did is breaking my heart slowly. I don’t know if I can bear the pain again, it just too much for me’ I thought
That night is like a hell for me, I can hear Hara’s moan, I can hear Donghae’s groan and I can hear everything happened in the brides’ room. I try to close my ear with my hand but it’s useless I still can hear everything. I covered my head with a pillow and cry really hard that night.
End of Eunhyuk POV
Donghae POV
I was waking up when I feel sunrise hit my face, I try to get up but I feel weight above my body. I open my eyes slowly and see Hara sleeping above me, and we are naked. I remember what happened last night; I move Hara’s body slowly and get out from the bed. I go to the bathroom and take a bath, after about fifteen minutes I go out from the bathroom and found Hara already awake.
“Good morning” I greet her
She gives me a smile but I can see discomfort on her face.
“You okay Hara?” I ask her
“Nah, I’m okay but I can’t walk properly, it feels hurt” she said
I chuckle and give her a warm smile, “It’s normal, this is your first time so you will feel hurt” I said to her
“I know that, but it disturb me Oppa, I can’t go walk properly now” she said, I told her to called me Oppa because she was younger than me.
“Okay okay, now where are you wanted to go I will help you” I said
“I want to go to the bathroom Oppa” she said, I help her to walk to the bathroom. I wait for her in the bedroom and after about thirteen minutes she gets out from the bathroom.
“Now let’s get a breakfast” I said
I circle my hand around her waist and walk outside the room, I open the door and start to walk to the dining room but when we just walk from the bedroom I hear someone gasp. I look around and see Eunhyuk covering his mouth while looking at me and Hara.
“H-Hyukkie” I said
End of Donghae POV
Eunhyuk POV
I was waking up when I feel sunrise on my face, I open my eyes slowly and look at the clock ‘8 am’ it’s already morning. I don’t remember when I fall asleep what I remember was I crying all the night until I fall asleep. I get up from the bed and go to the bathroom I take a bath and after 5 minutes I got out from the bathroom and get ready to go home. I don’t want to stay in here any longer again I walk to the door and open it, but what I see when I open the door really break my heart, Donghae circle his hand around Hara’s waist and they look so happy together. I gasp and covered my mouth with my hand.
“H-Hyukkie” I hear Donghae said
I just stay there because I can’t move my body even an inch, Donghae and Hara too they just stay like that and not move even an inch.
“Donghae, Hara let’s eat breakfast” I hear Donghae’s mom said and she walk to their direction
She look at us confusedly, “What happen here, why you all silence like this” she said again, “Come on Appa already waiting” she said
“O-Oh okay Umma” Donghae said, “Let’s go Hara” he said again and walk to the dining room with Hara, his hand still on her waist
“You too Hyujkae, let’s eat breakfast together and hear their story about their wedding night last night” she said and walk to the dining room.
I still stay there and I feel hot liquid flowing to my cheek, I can’t believe that Donghae just leave me here alone. I can’t stay in here again; I want to go home now. I wipe the tears and walk to the dining room, there was Donghae’s parents with Donghae and Hara eating breakfast.
“Hyukkie, come here let’s eat breakfast” Donghae said to me
“No Hae thanks, I will go home now” I said
“Just eat breakfast first Hyukkie, you not eat anything since yesterday. We will go home together when we already finished eating” Donghae said
“What you will back to your house already Hae, just stay here Hae, spend your time with Hara, let say that it is your honeymoon” Donghae’s mother said
I don’t know why but I can feel that Donghae’s mother really hate me.
“But Umma, Eunhyuk is my wife too, and to your info we still haven’t go to our honeymoon yet” Donghae said
“He can wait Hae, but Hara I know you will spend most of your time with Hyukjae later, and how about our plan to make Hara pregnant as soon as possible” she said
I really don’t know that they really serious to make Hara pregnant as soon as they already married, it means that they will do it every night until Hara get pregnant.
“It’s okay Hae, just stay here and stay beside your wife” I said sharply, “Now I will go home excuse me” I said and hurriedly walk off, I’m afraid that I will cry in front of them, I don’t want them to see me cry
I walk to outside the house and wait for a taxi, I grope my pocket but I think I was unlucky today I forgot to bring my wallet with me, I don’t have any money with me now. I can’t called Donghae and ask him to take me home because I know his mother will not allow him to go. I was about to walk when I feel someone grab my wrist.
“Why you leave like that Hyuk?” I hear Donghae said, I can see Hara behind him
“Yes, Hyukijae-shi why are you leave like that, Donghae Oppa is so worried when you go like that” Hara said
‘Oppa, she called Donghae Oppa now’ I thought
“I’m sorry then” I said coldly and try to release Donghae’s hand from my wrist
“Hyukjae-shi I’m sorry for what Umma said earlier, I know she don’t mean to say that” Hara said
“Nah, I know she purposely say that, she just want to break my heart” I said, “And Donghae just go now and fuck Hara until she get pregnant” I said. I know that what I say is really cruel but I don’t care
“Lee Hyukjae watch your mouth” Donghae said, “Why you bring Hara on our problem, this is not her fault everything be like this” he said, I can hear he was angry
“I know this is not her fault but if she don’t agree with your mother’s plan this is will not happen” I said, “And I know that now you feels really happy seeing me heartbroken like this” I shout to Hara and to my surprise I can feel a slap on my cheek
I hiss in pain and covered my cheek with my palm, I feel tears flowing hardly from my eyes
“H-Hyukkie baby I’m sorry” Donghae said and try to touch my face but I slap his hand away
“Don’t touch me” I said
“Baby, I’m sorry I don’t mean to slap you” he said again
“Just leave me now, I don’t want to meet you for now” I said and start to walk
“Hyukkie, don’t be like this” Donghae said
“Don’t you dare to follow me Donghae, please give me a time. I need to be alone for now” I said
I know the distance from here to our house is really far, but I don’t care I want to go home now, I want to cry all my tears out, I hope it can make me feel a little better.
End of Eunhyuk POV
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Yaaaay I’m finished with chapter two. .
I’m sorry for this fail chapter
No silent readers please . . .
Comment are highly appreciate <33333
Author: sunggi37
Pairing: HaeHyuk
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Romance, Angst, AU
Summary: This is wrong to fall in love with someone in the same gender (sorry I’m really suck at summary)
Warning: AU, grammar error, English not my first language
Hey I’m back with chapter 2 hope you will like it~
Chapter 2
Eunhyuk POV
Today is Donghae’s wedding with Hara. I walk to the bedroom to bring my tuxedo; Donghae’s father said that their drivers will pick me to go to the church. I was still getting ready when I hear the bells rang. I hurriedly getting ready and open the door.
“Lee Hyukjae-shi?” he ask me
“Yes, I am Lee Hyukjae” I said and I see the drivers nodded his head
“Mr. Lee told me to bring you to the church” he said
“Okay, I will lock the door’s first” I said and lock the door
I get inside the car and the drivers drive to the church. All the way to the church I can feel my heart beating so fast and tears are threatening to flow down from my eyes. I close my eyes and take a deep breath hoping my heart can be calm down. I still close my eyes when I feel the cars stopping.
“We already arrives Hyukjae-shi” he said
“Okay mister, thank you” I said and go out from the car
The church is so luxurious not like our wedding’s place in Japan before, I get inside and see all of people already sitting in their seat, I look around searching for someone I know but I can’t find anyone I know there.
“Hyukjae” I hear someone call my name
I look back and see Donghae’s father walking to my direction, “Yes, Mr. Lee” I said
“Don’t be too formal, just called me Appa” he said and I nod my head, “Follow me, your seat is in the front row” he said
I followed him to where my seat is and when I already there I sit quietly on my seat, not long again Donghae will be married with someone else, and he will not be mine completely again. I lowering my head when I hear the music start to play, I hear a lot of clap around me; I look up and see Donghae and Hara walking to the altar. They look so perfect together Donghae so handsome and Hara so pretty. I see them already in the altar and the pastor beginning the ceremony.
“Lee Donghae, do you take Kim Hara to be your wife and promise to be with her in happy time and sad times until god separate you” the pastor said
“Yes I Do” Donghae said and it really break my heart to see my husband marrying someone else
“Kim Hara, do you take Lee Donghae to be your husband and promise to be with him in happy time and sad times until god separate you” the pastor ask again
“Yes I Do” I hear Hara said
“Now I pronounce you to be a husband and wife, Donghae-shi you can kiss your bride” the pastor said
I lowering my head when I see Donghae leaning closer to Hara and closed the gap between them, I hear the guest cheering and clapping their hand, I just close my eyes when tears flowing from my eyes
‘I can’t cry here’ I thought and get up from my seat then go to the bathroom
Once I already in the bathroom I cry really hard, I thought our married life will be the happiest time in my life, but I was wrong if I know everything will be like this I will not accept Donghae’s proposal back then. I don’t know how long I have been crying, when I came back to the church the guest already heading to the party place and there was only Donghae, Hara, and Donghae’s parents there.
“Where have you been Hyukkie, I was searching for you” Donghae said to me worried in his voice
“Yah, we are searching for you and because of that the bride is late to go to the party place” Donghae’s mother said coldly
“I’m sorry I go to the bathroom before” I said lowering my head, I hope Donghae didn’t notice my fluffy eyes.
“Now, since he already here let’s go to the party place” Donghae’s Mother said
They start to walk outside the church and I followed them behind.
“I’m sorry Mr. and Mrs. Lee, but I think I can’t join you to the party place” I said slowly when we already in the parking lot
“Why Hyukkie, are you okay?” Donghae ask me worriedly
“I’m okay Hae, I just feel tired” I said lying to him. To be honest I don’t want to see Donghae and Hara being intimate in the party
“You can’t do that Hyukjae, if you love Donghae you must celebrate his wedding with us” Donghae’s mother said
“Umma, he is tired we can’t force him to join us beside I don’t want him to be sick” Donghae said
“If he can’t throw his tiredness to celebrate your party then it proving that he don’t love you Hae” his mother said again, “So Hyukjae do you want to come?”
I sigh, “Okay then I will join you” I said slowly
“Okay now let’s go” she said
I was in the same car with Donghae’s parent; Donghae’s mother said that I can’t be in the same car with Donghae because Donghae need to be with his bride only. I just following what Donghae’s mother want even thought my heart feel so hurt right now.
In the party I just seat in the corner of the room seeing Donghae and Hara talking to the guest and dancing when the guests ask them to do that. I just lowering my head I’m afraid I will cry again. The party flow smoothly and now the guest one by one already go home. I go to Donghae, Hara and Donghae’s parents to bid my goodbye I can’t stand being in here again.
“I will go home now” I said to them
“With who Hyukkie, why you not stay here?” Donghae ask me
“It’s okay Hae, I can take a taxi” I said
“You will sleep here Hyukjae, I don’t want Donghae being so worried about you on his wedding night” Donghae’s mother said
This is what I don’t want to know, now is the time for Donghae’s wedding night and I just want to be in home to cry my tears out.
“Yes, Hyukjae-shi I think you should stay in here tonight, it’s already late I’m afraid something bad will happen to you” Hara said
I just nod my head and agree to stay there tonight, Donghae’s mother led me where I can sleep tonight and to my surprise the room is right beside the brides’ room.
“Mrs. Lee sorry but can I take another room?” I ask Donghae’s mother
“Sorry but we don’t have any room again” she said and leave me
I go inside the room and look around; this room is so neat and clean. I still look around when the door open revealing Donghae, he get inside the room and close the door behind him.
“Hyukkie baby, why you sleep in this room?” Donghe ask me and walk closer to me
“Your mom said that they don’t have any room again Hae” I said
“She’s lying Hyuk, we still have a lot of room here” he said again
“I already know that, I think she just wants me to suffered Hae” I said lowering my head “She just wants me to sleep here beside the brides’ room and hear everything. Hear Hara’s moan when you two did it” I said again
I can feel tears flowing slowly from my eyes, I start to sniffed when Donghae hug me tightly.
“I’m sorry baby, I really don’t want this to happen, but you must understand that I did this for us, for our happiness” he said still hugging me
“I know Hae, now just go she’s waiting” I said trying to release Donghae’s hug
Donghae then release his hug and try to kiss my lips but I move my head and his lips landed on my cheek
“I’m sorry Hyuk, I did it for our happiness” Donghae said and walk outside the room
‘You always say that this is for us, but you don’t know that what you did is breaking my heart slowly. I don’t know if I can bear the pain again, it just too much for me’ I thought
That night is like a hell for me, I can hear Hara’s moan, I can hear Donghae’s groan and I can hear everything happened in the brides’ room. I try to close my ear with my hand but it’s useless I still can hear everything. I covered my head with a pillow and cry really hard that night.
End of Eunhyuk POV
Donghae POV
I was waking up when I feel sunrise hit my face, I try to get up but I feel weight above my body. I open my eyes slowly and see Hara sleeping above me, and we are naked. I remember what happened last night; I move Hara’s body slowly and get out from the bed. I go to the bathroom and take a bath, after about fifteen minutes I go out from the bathroom and found Hara already awake.
“Good morning” I greet her
She gives me a smile but I can see discomfort on her face.
“You okay Hara?” I ask her
“Nah, I’m okay but I can’t walk properly, it feels hurt” she said
I chuckle and give her a warm smile, “It’s normal, this is your first time so you will feel hurt” I said to her
“I know that, but it disturb me Oppa, I can’t go walk properly now” she said, I told her to called me Oppa because she was younger than me.
“Okay okay, now where are you wanted to go I will help you” I said
“I want to go to the bathroom Oppa” she said, I help her to walk to the bathroom. I wait for her in the bedroom and after about thirteen minutes she gets out from the bathroom.
“Now let’s get a breakfast” I said
I circle my hand around her waist and walk outside the room, I open the door and start to walk to the dining room but when we just walk from the bedroom I hear someone gasp. I look around and see Eunhyuk covering his mouth while looking at me and Hara.
“H-Hyukkie” I said
End of Donghae POV
Eunhyuk POV
I was waking up when I feel sunrise on my face, I open my eyes slowly and look at the clock ‘8 am’ it’s already morning. I don’t remember when I fall asleep what I remember was I crying all the night until I fall asleep. I get up from the bed and go to the bathroom I take a bath and after 5 minutes I got out from the bathroom and get ready to go home. I don’t want to stay in here any longer again I walk to the door and open it, but what I see when I open the door really break my heart, Donghae circle his hand around Hara’s waist and they look so happy together. I gasp and covered my mouth with my hand.
“H-Hyukkie” I hear Donghae said
I just stay there because I can’t move my body even an inch, Donghae and Hara too they just stay like that and not move even an inch.
“Donghae, Hara let’s eat breakfast” I hear Donghae’s mom said and she walk to their direction
She look at us confusedly, “What happen here, why you all silence like this” she said again, “Come on Appa already waiting” she said
“O-Oh okay Umma” Donghae said, “Let’s go Hara” he said again and walk to the dining room with Hara, his hand still on her waist
“You too Hyujkae, let’s eat breakfast together and hear their story about their wedding night last night” she said and walk to the dining room.
I still stay there and I feel hot liquid flowing to my cheek, I can’t believe that Donghae just leave me here alone. I can’t stay in here again; I want to go home now. I wipe the tears and walk to the dining room, there was Donghae’s parents with Donghae and Hara eating breakfast.
“Hyukkie, come here let’s eat breakfast” Donghae said to me
“No Hae thanks, I will go home now” I said
“Just eat breakfast first Hyukkie, you not eat anything since yesterday. We will go home together when we already finished eating” Donghae said
“What you will back to your house already Hae, just stay here Hae, spend your time with Hara, let say that it is your honeymoon” Donghae’s mother said
I don’t know why but I can feel that Donghae’s mother really hate me.
“But Umma, Eunhyuk is my wife too, and to your info we still haven’t go to our honeymoon yet” Donghae said
“He can wait Hae, but Hara I know you will spend most of your time with Hyukjae later, and how about our plan to make Hara pregnant as soon as possible” she said
I really don’t know that they really serious to make Hara pregnant as soon as they already married, it means that they will do it every night until Hara get pregnant.
“It’s okay Hae, just stay here and stay beside your wife” I said sharply, “Now I will go home excuse me” I said and hurriedly walk off, I’m afraid that I will cry in front of them, I don’t want them to see me cry
I walk to outside the house and wait for a taxi, I grope my pocket but I think I was unlucky today I forgot to bring my wallet with me, I don’t have any money with me now. I can’t called Donghae and ask him to take me home because I know his mother will not allow him to go. I was about to walk when I feel someone grab my wrist.
“Why you leave like that Hyuk?” I hear Donghae said, I can see Hara behind him
“Yes, Hyukijae-shi why are you leave like that, Donghae Oppa is so worried when you go like that” Hara said
‘Oppa, she called Donghae Oppa now’ I thought
“I’m sorry then” I said coldly and try to release Donghae’s hand from my wrist
“Hyukjae-shi I’m sorry for what Umma said earlier, I know she don’t mean to say that” Hara said
“Nah, I know she purposely say that, she just want to break my heart” I said, “And Donghae just go now and fuck Hara until she get pregnant” I said. I know that what I say is really cruel but I don’t care
“Lee Hyukjae watch your mouth” Donghae said, “Why you bring Hara on our problem, this is not her fault everything be like this” he said, I can hear he was angry
“I know this is not her fault but if she don’t agree with your mother’s plan this is will not happen” I said, “And I know that now you feels really happy seeing me heartbroken like this” I shout to Hara and to my surprise I can feel a slap on my cheek
I hiss in pain and covered my cheek with my palm, I feel tears flowing hardly from my eyes
“H-Hyukkie baby I’m sorry” Donghae said and try to touch my face but I slap his hand away
“Don’t touch me” I said
“Baby, I’m sorry I don’t mean to slap you” he said again
“Just leave me now, I don’t want to meet you for now” I said and start to walk
“Hyukkie, don’t be like this” Donghae said
“Don’t you dare to follow me Donghae, please give me a time. I need to be alone for now” I said
I know the distance from here to our house is really far, but I don’t care I want to go home now, I want to cry all my tears out, I hope it can make me feel a little better.
End of Eunhyuk POV
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Yaaaay I’m finished with chapter two. .
I’m sorry for this fail chapter
No silent readers please . . .
Comment are highly appreciate <33333