Can I Love You (chapter.7)
Title: Can I Love You
Author: sunggi37
Pairing: Haehyuk, side Kyuhyuk
Rating: PG-13 (can get higher)
Genre: Angst, Romance, AU
Summary: Lee Donghae is a fearful person in the school. Lee Hyukjae is an ordinary guy in the school. And what will happen when the two men must get married (sorry I’m suck at summary
Warning: AU!highschooler, force marriage, violence, mpreg
Nah, I’m back with chapter 7 . . .
Hope you will like it ~ ~
Chapter 7
Donghae POV
I was laying on my bed and trying to sleep but I can’t, I feel really guilty to Eunhyuk, I don’t intend to wake him roughly like what I did earlier, I just can’t make the hate feeling for him get out from my heart. I still can’t take it when I know that Miyoung is dead and he was there beside the lake and not help her to get out from the lake. ‘What if what Leeteuk hyung said is right, that it is not Eunhyuk’s fault Miyoung dead?’ I ask my self, ‘I need to talk to him now’ I said again and take my phone from the table and called Leeteuk hyung’s number.
“Hello Hae” Leeteuk hyung said when he answer the phone
“Hyung I need to talk to you now” I said to him
“Okay, where do you want to meet?” he ask me
“In the usual place hyung, I will go there now” I said and hung up the phone when Leeteuk hyung agree with me.
I change my clothes with a simple shirt and jeans, after I already ready I take my car key from the table and walk outside the room, I was about to walk to the front door when I see the refrigerator is open so I walk to the kitchen first to close the refrigerator. What I see in the kitchen is really surprising me, there was Eunhyuk laying lifelessly with blood all over the floor. I gasp and hurriedly go beside him; I scooped him into my arm and place his head on my lap.
“Yah, Eunhyuk open your eyes” I said slapping his cheek slowly
He looked really pale and when I look at his wrist I can see a cut stain in there, I don’t know why but seeing him like this make my heart hurt like hell.
“Yah, Lee Hyukjae please opens your eyes” I said shaking his body
I see he stir a bit and open his eyes weakly, when he look at me I can see a tears flowing from his eyes.
“D-Donghae . . .” he said weakly, I see a small smile on his lips “Am I dying now? I’m in heaven now?” he ask with a really low voice
“What are you saying Hyukjae, you are still alive” I said, “What are you doing to your self? Why you hurt your self like this?” I ask desperately
“I-It feels good Hae” he said, I looked at him confusedly
“What do you mean, I don’t understand” I said
“It feel really good when I cut myself, I can make the pain on my heart faded away” he said weakly, “The pain where I got from my parents and you” he paused, I just stay silent wanted to know what will he say next, “Why, why you and my parents can’t believe in me, I’m not a murderer I’m not. I’m not the one who killed Sora noona and Miyoung, it’s not me why you and my parents can’t believe in me and treating me like this” I can feel his body was shaking hardly, “Why god being mean to me, why he not granting my wish even one time, I only want to die, but why he not let me die right now? I can’t take the pain anymore, why I’m not dying why?” he said hysterically and starts to sob hard.
I don’t know why but I feel hurt on my heart seeing him like this. I just hug him trying to make him calm down, after about 10 minutes I feel he breathing calmly signaling that he was asleep. I carried him bridal style and bring him to his room, I lay him on the bed when we arrive in his room, after that I go to the bathroom to take a first aid kit. I bandage his wrist gently afraid he will wake up. After I finished bandaging his wrist I look at his face, its look so pale and I can see his eyes is puffy signaling that he was crying a while ago. I feel a tug on my heart when I see him sleeping like this, he look so beautiful even with his pale face, “Am I falling for you?” I ask myself, “Maybe not, maybe I just start to care for you” I said again stroking his cheek slowly. I keep stroking his cheek when I feel my phone vibrate, I look at the caller id ‘Teuki-hyung’ I just remember that I have an appointment with him.
“Yah Lee Donghae where are you, I already at Sapphire café” he said irritatingly
“I’m sorry hyung I can’t go there now, something happen in here” I said
“What happen Hae? Are you okay?” he ask in concern
“Nah I’m okay hyung, but can you come here? I need to talk to you” I said
“But why you not come here instead, from here to your house is about 12 km Hae, I don’t bring my car today” he said
“You can take a taxi hyung I’ll pay for it” I said and continue “I can’t leave Eunhyuk right now”
“Haish, okay then” he said and hung up the phone
I put my phone on the table and hold Eunhyuk hand, “I’m sorry for treating you bad” I said to him, I know he can’t hear me right now.
I still holding when I hear he whimpered in his sleep, “U-Umma A-Appa please stop, don’t hit me . . . I-Its hurt” he said in a low voice, I can see tears start to flow from his closed eyes
‘Did his parents always hit him?’ I ask my self.
I still thinking when Eunhyuk start to whimper again, “D-Donghae p-please believe me I carrying your baby not Kyuhyun’s”
I widening my eyes in surprise, I just remember now that he gave me his health report earlier. I remember that I called him slut and think that the baby he was carried is Kyuhyun’s baby. I look at his still flat belly and stroke it gently, ‘here, inside of it my baby will live’ I thought
I still stroking his belly when I hear the door’s bell ring, I go to the front door and when I open it I see Leeteuk hyung standing.
“Hyung, you come” I said, “Wait here I’ll pay the taxi first” after I said that I go to the taxi and pay it. After the driver saying thank you and drove away from my house I go to Leeteuk hyung and invite him inside.
“Where’s Eunhyuk?” Leeteuk hyung ask me
“He’s sleeping in his room hyung” I said while sitting on the couch
“His room? You not sleep together?” he ask me
“No hyung, we sleep separately” I said
I see Leeteuk hyung form an ‘O’ “So what do you want to talk to me?” he ask me
“You’re right hyung, Eunhyuk not killed Miyoung” I said lowering my head
“I told you before Hae, but you not trust me and keep hurting him” he said
“I regret it hyung, especially when I see him fainting on the floor with blood all over the floor” I said I can hear Leeteuk hyung gasp
“What happen to him?” he ask worriedly
“I don’t know hyung but I see a lot of cut stain on his wrist” I said, “my heart hurt hyung, when he said he feels good when he hurting his body because the pain on his heart can faded away, the pain where he got from me and his parents” I said, I don’t know but I can feel a hot liquid flowing from my eyes
“Hae, it means that you care to him, if your heart feels hurt when you see him like that it means that you care for him” he said, “To be honest Hae, Kyuhyun always told me that Eunhyuk’s parents keep blaming him because his sister passed away 12 years ago” Leeteuk hyung said
“Kyuhyun? You know him hyung?” I ask confusedly
“Of course I know him, he was my half brother. You know that my mother get married again after my parents divorce right” he said, I nod my head.
I just know now that Leeteuk hyung and Kyuhyun are half brother yes Leeteuk hyung already said that his parents divorce and his mother get married again. But Leeteuk hyung never told me that his half brother is Kyuhyun.
“Oh hyung, I need to tell you something too” I said
“What it is Hae?” he ask me
“Einhyuk is pregnant hyung”
“He pregnant? But he was a man right?” he ask me
“I’m confused too hyung, but today Eunhyuk give me his health report and it said that Eunhyuk is pregnant” I explain to him
“Congratulation then Hae, it’s your dream right, you want to have a child” he said and I nod my head, “Nah okay then I need to go back home now, its already night and I still haven’t finished doing my homework” he said
“Okay hyung, you want me to drive you?” I ask him
“No its okay Hae, I’ll take a taxi again” he said
I nod my head and lead him to the front door, “Be careful hyung” I said
“Okay, take care of him okay, don’t hurt him again” he said
“I will hyung” I said
I see Leeteuk hyung smile and bid his goodbye, I close the door and lock it after that I walk to Eunhyuk’s room again. I see he still sleeping peacefully. I sit in his side and stroke his hair softly, “I promise, I will not hurt you again” I said while holding his hand. I start to feel sleepy so I close my eyes and start to drip to sleep, my hand still holding his hand.
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a/n: sorry I’m not updating my other fic. I still not finished writing the fic. Hehehe
And I still don’t know when I can update it. Hope you can wait for it
Yaaaahhh I’m really sorry for this boring and fail chapter T______T
But still not silent reader please . .
Comment are highly appreciate <3333
Author: sunggi37
Pairing: Haehyuk, side Kyuhyuk
Rating: PG-13 (can get higher)
Genre: Angst, Romance, AU
Summary: Lee Donghae is a fearful person in the school. Lee Hyukjae is an ordinary guy in the school. And what will happen when the two men must get married (sorry I’m suck at summary
Warning: AU!highschooler, force marriage, violence, mpreg
Nah, I’m back with chapter 7 . . .
Hope you will like it ~ ~
Chapter 7
Donghae POV
I was laying on my bed and trying to sleep but I can’t, I feel really guilty to Eunhyuk, I don’t intend to wake him roughly like what I did earlier, I just can’t make the hate feeling for him get out from my heart. I still can’t take it when I know that Miyoung is dead and he was there beside the lake and not help her to get out from the lake. ‘What if what Leeteuk hyung said is right, that it is not Eunhyuk’s fault Miyoung dead?’ I ask my self, ‘I need to talk to him now’ I said again and take my phone from the table and called Leeteuk hyung’s number.
“Hello Hae” Leeteuk hyung said when he answer the phone
“Hyung I need to talk to you now” I said to him
“Okay, where do you want to meet?” he ask me
“In the usual place hyung, I will go there now” I said and hung up the phone when Leeteuk hyung agree with me.
I change my clothes with a simple shirt and jeans, after I already ready I take my car key from the table and walk outside the room, I was about to walk to the front door when I see the refrigerator is open so I walk to the kitchen first to close the refrigerator. What I see in the kitchen is really surprising me, there was Eunhyuk laying lifelessly with blood all over the floor. I gasp and hurriedly go beside him; I scooped him into my arm and place his head on my lap.
“Yah, Eunhyuk open your eyes” I said slapping his cheek slowly
He looked really pale and when I look at his wrist I can see a cut stain in there, I don’t know why but seeing him like this make my heart hurt like hell.
“Yah, Lee Hyukjae please opens your eyes” I said shaking his body
I see he stir a bit and open his eyes weakly, when he look at me I can see a tears flowing from his eyes.
“D-Donghae . . .” he said weakly, I see a small smile on his lips “Am I dying now? I’m in heaven now?” he ask with a really low voice
“What are you saying Hyukjae, you are still alive” I said, “What are you doing to your self? Why you hurt your self like this?” I ask desperately
“I-It feels good Hae” he said, I looked at him confusedly
“What do you mean, I don’t understand” I said
“It feel really good when I cut myself, I can make the pain on my heart faded away” he said weakly, “The pain where I got from my parents and you” he paused, I just stay silent wanted to know what will he say next, “Why, why you and my parents can’t believe in me, I’m not a murderer I’m not. I’m not the one who killed Sora noona and Miyoung, it’s not me why you and my parents can’t believe in me and treating me like this” I can feel his body was shaking hardly, “Why god being mean to me, why he not granting my wish even one time, I only want to die, but why he not let me die right now? I can’t take the pain anymore, why I’m not dying why?” he said hysterically and starts to sob hard.
I don’t know why but I feel hurt on my heart seeing him like this. I just hug him trying to make him calm down, after about 10 minutes I feel he breathing calmly signaling that he was asleep. I carried him bridal style and bring him to his room, I lay him on the bed when we arrive in his room, after that I go to the bathroom to take a first aid kit. I bandage his wrist gently afraid he will wake up. After I finished bandaging his wrist I look at his face, its look so pale and I can see his eyes is puffy signaling that he was crying a while ago. I feel a tug on my heart when I see him sleeping like this, he look so beautiful even with his pale face, “Am I falling for you?” I ask myself, “Maybe not, maybe I just start to care for you” I said again stroking his cheek slowly. I keep stroking his cheek when I feel my phone vibrate, I look at the caller id ‘Teuki-hyung’ I just remember that I have an appointment with him.
“Yah Lee Donghae where are you, I already at Sapphire café” he said irritatingly
“I’m sorry hyung I can’t go there now, something happen in here” I said
“What happen Hae? Are you okay?” he ask in concern
“Nah I’m okay hyung, but can you come here? I need to talk to you” I said
“But why you not come here instead, from here to your house is about 12 km Hae, I don’t bring my car today” he said
“You can take a taxi hyung I’ll pay for it” I said and continue “I can’t leave Eunhyuk right now”
“Haish, okay then” he said and hung up the phone
I put my phone on the table and hold Eunhyuk hand, “I’m sorry for treating you bad” I said to him, I know he can’t hear me right now.
I still holding when I hear he whimpered in his sleep, “U-Umma A-Appa please stop, don’t hit me . . . I-Its hurt” he said in a low voice, I can see tears start to flow from his closed eyes
‘Did his parents always hit him?’ I ask my self.
I still thinking when Eunhyuk start to whimper again, “D-Donghae p-please believe me I carrying your baby not Kyuhyun’s”
I widening my eyes in surprise, I just remember now that he gave me his health report earlier. I remember that I called him slut and think that the baby he was carried is Kyuhyun’s baby. I look at his still flat belly and stroke it gently, ‘here, inside of it my baby will live’ I thought
I still stroking his belly when I hear the door’s bell ring, I go to the front door and when I open it I see Leeteuk hyung standing.
“Hyung, you come” I said, “Wait here I’ll pay the taxi first” after I said that I go to the taxi and pay it. After the driver saying thank you and drove away from my house I go to Leeteuk hyung and invite him inside.
“Where’s Eunhyuk?” Leeteuk hyung ask me
“He’s sleeping in his room hyung” I said while sitting on the couch
“His room? You not sleep together?” he ask me
“No hyung, we sleep separately” I said
I see Leeteuk hyung form an ‘O’ “So what do you want to talk to me?” he ask me
“You’re right hyung, Eunhyuk not killed Miyoung” I said lowering my head
“I told you before Hae, but you not trust me and keep hurting him” he said
“I regret it hyung, especially when I see him fainting on the floor with blood all over the floor” I said I can hear Leeteuk hyung gasp
“What happen to him?” he ask worriedly
“I don’t know hyung but I see a lot of cut stain on his wrist” I said, “my heart hurt hyung, when he said he feels good when he hurting his body because the pain on his heart can faded away, the pain where he got from me and his parents” I said, I don’t know but I can feel a hot liquid flowing from my eyes
“Hae, it means that you care to him, if your heart feels hurt when you see him like that it means that you care for him” he said, “To be honest Hae, Kyuhyun always told me that Eunhyuk’s parents keep blaming him because his sister passed away 12 years ago” Leeteuk hyung said
“Kyuhyun? You know him hyung?” I ask confusedly
“Of course I know him, he was my half brother. You know that my mother get married again after my parents divorce right” he said, I nod my head.
I just know now that Leeteuk hyung and Kyuhyun are half brother yes Leeteuk hyung already said that his parents divorce and his mother get married again. But Leeteuk hyung never told me that his half brother is Kyuhyun.
“Oh hyung, I need to tell you something too” I said
“What it is Hae?” he ask me
“Einhyuk is pregnant hyung”
“He pregnant? But he was a man right?” he ask me
“I’m confused too hyung, but today Eunhyuk give me his health report and it said that Eunhyuk is pregnant” I explain to him
“Congratulation then Hae, it’s your dream right, you want to have a child” he said and I nod my head, “Nah okay then I need to go back home now, its already night and I still haven’t finished doing my homework” he said
“Okay hyung, you want me to drive you?” I ask him
“No its okay Hae, I’ll take a taxi again” he said
I nod my head and lead him to the front door, “Be careful hyung” I said
“Okay, take care of him okay, don’t hurt him again” he said
“I will hyung” I said
I see Leeteuk hyung smile and bid his goodbye, I close the door and lock it after that I walk to Eunhyuk’s room again. I see he still sleeping peacefully. I sit in his side and stroke his hair softly, “I promise, I will not hurt you again” I said while holding his hand. I start to feel sleepy so I close my eyes and start to drip to sleep, my hand still holding his hand.
*****
a/n: sorry I’m not updating my other fic. I still not finished writing the fic. Hehehe
And I still don’t know when I can update it. Hope you can wait for it
Yaaaahhh I’m really sorry for this boring and fail chapter T______T
But still not silent reader please . .
Comment are highly appreciate <3333