anx
Anxiety is the word of the day. Too much coffee? Too much work not done? Afraid of the work undone? Afraid of choices so I make no choice? Yes, yes, yes, and yes. Frustrated by my lack of work. If a person wants to do something, they do it. I make noise about wanting to do something and then don't do it. What does that say about me? And now, instead of doing, I write about it. What the fuck is wrong with me? I can pretend to have confidence, but when it counts, I have none.
I need to stop being afraid of being wrong and just do things and try them out. I used to be able to do this. Why can't I now? Why have I regressed into this pseudo-teenaged lack of confidence thing. Why the constant need for validation?
I need to stop being afraid of being wrong and just do things and try them out. I used to be able to do this. Why can't I now? Why have I regressed into this pseudo-teenaged lack of confidence thing. Why the constant need for validation?