I need to leave
I've figured it all out.
the frustration I have been feeling lately, it all comes down to the stupid stress of my car, my housing, and other minor things. now that my housing is solved, I am slightly better. Now, i need to finish dealing with this stupid car shit. I might have to miss the kkpsi banquet now b/c of this car thing...grrr.
aaand. it doesn't help that I realized that I have no committments from now until friday at 5pm for band. and all I want to do right now is go home. Even if it was just for the day tomorrow, going home for just the afternoon and then dinner would be nice. but I can't, b/c I have no independence when it comes to things like that. I am reliant on others for my transportation, and it's eating me up inside.
side note: Nash was in the hospital today all morning, she got really sick and they weren't sure what it was. her mom called me from the E.R. I didn't think much of it but now i realize that it's bothering me that i can't be there with her. I am like her big sister, and I can't be there to support her. and it's even more frustrating that If i had my car, I would be able to drive home tomorrow, for the night or even for the day.
asdl;fk jadsl kj asdlfjd af;
that's how i feel about that.
the frustration I have been feeling lately, it all comes down to the stupid stress of my car, my housing, and other minor things. now that my housing is solved, I am slightly better. Now, i need to finish dealing with this stupid car shit. I might have to miss the kkpsi banquet now b/c of this car thing...grrr.
aaand. it doesn't help that I realized that I have no committments from now until friday at 5pm for band. and all I want to do right now is go home. Even if it was just for the day tomorrow, going home for just the afternoon and then dinner would be nice. but I can't, b/c I have no independence when it comes to things like that. I am reliant on others for my transportation, and it's eating me up inside.
side note: Nash was in the hospital today all morning, she got really sick and they weren't sure what it was. her mom called me from the E.R. I didn't think much of it but now i realize that it's bothering me that i can't be there with her. I am like her big sister, and I can't be there to support her. and it's even more frustrating that If i had my car, I would be able to drive home tomorrow, for the night or even for the day.
asdl;fk jadsl kj asdlfjd af;
that's how i feel about that.