Dec 26, 2007 22:50
I just realized something, and it wasn't like a "Wohoo!" awesome realization. It was a " :( " realization.
So I have this really good friend, right? We dated for a bit, but the distance made it hard, and we couldn't make it work, as much as we wanted it to. So instead, we stayed friends, and we still talk quite a bit, usually a few times a week. The thing is, now he's practically one of my best friends.
While I'm glad we can talk to each other, and as much as I want him to be happy, I realized: When he gets a girlfriend, there's no way we can continue to be as good of friends. I mean, what guy is going to talk to his friend and tell her all about his day and stuff, when he can tell his girlfriend instead? No boy, that's who! He won't need me.
But I do need him. And I just realized something else, who the heck even reads this?!?! No one, that's who!
Uuuuuuugh.