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Okay, so I have some stuff to say that's been weighing on my mind for awhile. It does not deserve to be. So I will write about it and maybe it will go away.
not.
ok, so there's this guy, right? I thought we were pretty good friends, we talked and laughed and blah blah, stuff that friends do. So some of my friends thought it would be good if we went to homecoming together. And I was like, well, ok, that could be fun. So my friends talk to the guy, and he doesn't know, he's gotta think about it, yeah.. whatever.. so they ask him again. He freaks out. Says very hurtful things about me. My friends tell me.
I am unhappy.
I thought he was my friend. How can he look me in the eye and speak to me as if nothings wrong? He thinks I don't know. It will never hurt me because I'll never know.
I know.
And it hurts. So I don't talk to him. But if don't talk to him and ignore him, and he forgets about me and doesn't talk to me, were we even friends in the first place?
why? why does everything and everyone have to be so mean?
not.
ok, so there's this guy, right? I thought we were pretty good friends, we talked and laughed and blah blah, stuff that friends do. So some of my friends thought it would be good if we went to homecoming together. And I was like, well, ok, that could be fun. So my friends talk to the guy, and he doesn't know, he's gotta think about it, yeah.. whatever.. so they ask him again. He freaks out. Says very hurtful things about me. My friends tell me.
I am unhappy.
I thought he was my friend. How can he look me in the eye and speak to me as if nothings wrong? He thinks I don't know. It will never hurt me because I'll never know.
I know.
And it hurts. So I don't talk to him. But if don't talk to him and ignore him, and he forgets about me and doesn't talk to me, were we even friends in the first place?
why? why does everything and everyone have to be so mean?