Nov 02, 2003 11:18
i am sick, i hate being sick. on top of being sick i had my senior picture for the year book taken yesterday, and i and my mum can't agree on a picture. i hate looking at all the pics of just me. i am getting sick of looking at me. so with a bad cough, sore throat and runny nose, i am now feeling sick to my stomach. i have to work tonight and i kinda don't want to, but i have to. and i have a ton of speech homework to do. i wrote a new poem finally, after writers block for the past 2 months. and i am not really happy with it. i just feel like everything is coming apart and there is nothing i can do to stop it. i may have changed my plans for after school, because of money issues. i am in my senior and thinking about changing my whole life. i don't think my mum is too happy about that. i think i am done with whining for now.