It's Turkey Time!!
Well the time has come to stuff myself with cheesy potatoes and pie.. for me thats thanksgiving, i dont like turkey soo much so thats what i eat. oh and rolls dont forget the rolls... Anywho back to reality, lately i have developed this shivering problem. I shiver when im not cold or anything just randomly and i do it for a long time, i dont know what the deal is, but its damn annoying. basically i feel alot of the same that i did the last time i wrote an entry... just a little more doped up from all the meds i have been taking, hehe. those of you i talk to know what i mean...
Well im not tired but i feel worn out, i think im finally catching up with myself but i think after today all that is going to end... day after thanksgiving hell!!! i work at both of my jobs that day for a total of a wopping 18 hours.... drum roll please... yep it sucks ass! I am way not looking forward to it. Oh and how am i spending most of my thanksgiving thats right painting wooden santas for my grandma... love her to death but really she wants me to do it on a holiday for cryin out loud. I mean i cut her hair and my grandpas hair and whatever i can for them but really its a holiday.. jebus moobabid!!!
Alright kids its poem time...
this is from a dream i had...
one will come
who is too evil.
one will come
who is all good.
kill the children,
who are not human.
bite the hand
of the feeder.
wash the sand
of the blood.
or kings of eden
will reign no longer...
there will be no paradise.
oh on a depressing note i saw my ex the other day.. and i am pretty sure he was on a date and on this date he brought her to my place of work... sometimes i wonder why i let him be such a dick to me all the time and then he does something shitty like that and i really wonder why. anywho i think he was on a date cuz he seemed unconfortable when he saw me.. but really i mean he knows i work there and he just asked me to go to dinner with him a week or so before that. well i felt like i was going to vomit.. i mean i love him and i always will but i dont find him a ttractive anymore or anything like that, i was just so mad that he would do that to me. he needs to think a little more before he does stuff... oh and did i say he was wearing all new clothes and he just bought a new car and a new tat! must be nice, cuz he was soooo broke while we were together, but whatever... i dont mean to sound bitter but he just totally thrust all that in my face and i didnt know what to say or do and i was for the first time in a long time just completely helpless.. i felt like i was at his mercy.. i couldnt go anywhere or anything cuz i work there.. i am just mad that he put me in that position. i felt violated by his presence cuz he can read my freakin mind for cryin out loud.. (damn witch) i just... i just... i just felt raped inside...
enough about all that.. i hope everyone has a happy thanksgiving.. remember how the indians saved the pilgrims from starving to death but that we still took there land and basically there souls.. HaPpy ThankSgiVing!!
Well im not tired but i feel worn out, i think im finally catching up with myself but i think after today all that is going to end... day after thanksgiving hell!!! i work at both of my jobs that day for a total of a wopping 18 hours.... drum roll please... yep it sucks ass! I am way not looking forward to it. Oh and how am i spending most of my thanksgiving thats right painting wooden santas for my grandma... love her to death but really she wants me to do it on a holiday for cryin out loud. I mean i cut her hair and my grandpas hair and whatever i can for them but really its a holiday.. jebus moobabid!!!
Alright kids its poem time...
this is from a dream i had...
one will come
who is too evil.
one will come
who is all good.
kill the children,
who are not human.
bite the hand
of the feeder.
wash the sand
of the blood.
or kings of eden
will reign no longer...
there will be no paradise.
oh on a depressing note i saw my ex the other day.. and i am pretty sure he was on a date and on this date he brought her to my place of work... sometimes i wonder why i let him be such a dick to me all the time and then he does something shitty like that and i really wonder why. anywho i think he was on a date cuz he seemed unconfortable when he saw me.. but really i mean he knows i work there and he just asked me to go to dinner with him a week or so before that. well i felt like i was going to vomit.. i mean i love him and i always will but i dont find him a ttractive anymore or anything like that, i was just so mad that he would do that to me. he needs to think a little more before he does stuff... oh and did i say he was wearing all new clothes and he just bought a new car and a new tat! must be nice, cuz he was soooo broke while we were together, but whatever... i dont mean to sound bitter but he just totally thrust all that in my face and i didnt know what to say or do and i was for the first time in a long time just completely helpless.. i felt like i was at his mercy.. i couldnt go anywhere or anything cuz i work there.. i am just mad that he put me in that position. i felt violated by his presence cuz he can read my freakin mind for cryin out loud.. (damn witch) i just... i just... i just felt raped inside...
enough about all that.. i hope everyone has a happy thanksgiving.. remember how the indians saved the pilgrims from starving to death but that we still took there land and basically there souls.. HaPpy ThankSgiVing!!