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why must you insist on acting like a selfish child a lot of the time. i thought you were becoming a man now--men are mature, noble, gentlemanly. not crude and self-centered. i've been giving way to you and i still am, i'm trying so hard to care when you complain about so many little things, i try so hard and i can't be there we're nineteen for god's sake of course i can't be there all the time, please understand i mean really understand, please i feel so neglected please don't make me feel like this like i have to give so much to you, i feel like everything is so attuned to you suddenly, like everything must flow towards you. i'm so lost.