watching the days go on by.....

[sundowncaper]

There's so much I wanna do with my life lately, wether it be just trying new things out, or doing something i've wanted to do my whole life and not done. Lately i've had such a great passion and drive for life, and I KNOW it's because I AM in love, majorly! Britt has given me so much to look forward to in my life, and given me that drive to do things. I was pretty much on a downward spiral I dont' often talk about, until I realized how much she meant to me, and I'd do EVERYTHING to hold on to her. SO, things to do with my life, I just need to DO THEM, stop thinking about 'em, and saying, "I'd love to do that", gotta just do it. It makes life and each precious day of life so much more interesting. I hate coming home, and doing the same things over and over each day, wathcing the time go right on by, then laying to bed, and feeling like I'm still laying there from the night before, thinking the same crap. I need more things to do so my days don't feel like they didn't even happen. My music is one of them, i've had the extra drive i needed to get out and play MY OWN music lately, play what I really want to play. Instrumental music is amazing to me, I wanna play that, 'cause it's played with so much more passion and feeling! I believe anyways. I LOVE rock music too, i always wanna play in a rock band, but I NEED to have my own thing on the go, that's a bit quieter, and more relaxing. I plan on getting on the go NOW, and between Britt and ALL MY amazing friends, you've all given me the confidence and hope i needed to get this on the go. THANK YOU, you'll never understand how much it means to me. I plan on recording a few tunes very soon, and maybe applying for one of these FACTOR grants, or something.... see what people in the industry will think, just for fun. Then soon enough, recording a well done demo to start, and go from there. CHEERS! Thank you all for the inspiration you dont' even know you give me!

P.S. Bruce Cockburn is the FUCKIN MAN! I need to meet this guy someday, he's opened my musical senses alot lately too, i've become a HUGE fan as of late. If you don't know of this guy, you NEED TO.