Everything Is Catching Up To Me.............
Between the cat being sick,pms and being broke I am a total emotional BITCH!! I think I just need to catch up on my sleep but yet I am not taking the time to do that. Getting up extra early every morning to give the cat his meds is wearing me out and since I need Tim to help me I have no choice. In fact, this whole thing is taking a toll on me but I can't stop doing it. We are helping him and I can't just give up and put him down. I know that when is gets worse will we have to but I can't do it knowing that he isn't suffering. I would be selfish. I have cried everynight this week because I know that at some point we will have to put him down and I dread that day. So now I sit here crying again. This is the worst type of heartbreak for me right now. I am usually the one to think so positive and I can't. dear god help me!!