the words you said, i'm rehearsing them...
Hippie jam sessions are a lot of fun. One down-factor of it is that we can't usually remember the songs we wrote once we wake up in the morning.
It's nice & sunny here today. I hope it stays this way for the next couple of weeks. I'm gonna need some good weather to keep me in a good mood. The next weeks will be tough. I'm moving out of my cousins(finally) to go live with my mom(poo) on Monday. It won't be bad. I won't have the net(if you want to get a hold of me, or just want to talk to me, make the effort and ask me for my number - love). I'll be broke as fuck, with 200 going to Todd & Pam and another 200 going to my mom and i's tattoo(which i'll be getting on Tuesday). My next paycheque will probably be a dissapointment. To boot; i didn't get the job at L&M - fuck.
This all makes me think of why i moved here in the first place. Should i just pack up, and move back to the island. I could. i could do it in a heartbeat. But what is there on that stupid rock for me? Besides my extremely awesome friends(who i think should hurry the fuck up and grad and move to the mainland - HA!), my dad and brock, i don't have much. I used to, but none of that matters right now.
I just hate being lonely i guess.
What the fuck am i thinking? I have Jerome!
No seriously, it doesnt help to be lonely.
fuck.
It's nice & sunny here today. I hope it stays this way for the next couple of weeks. I'm gonna need some good weather to keep me in a good mood. The next weeks will be tough. I'm moving out of my cousins(finally) to go live with my mom(poo) on Monday. It won't be bad. I won't have the net(if you want to get a hold of me, or just want to talk to me, make the effort and ask me for my number - love). I'll be broke as fuck, with 200 going to Todd & Pam and another 200 going to my mom and i's tattoo(which i'll be getting on Tuesday). My next paycheque will probably be a dissapointment. To boot; i didn't get the job at L&M - fuck.
This all makes me think of why i moved here in the first place. Should i just pack up, and move back to the island. I could. i could do it in a heartbeat. But what is there on that stupid rock for me? Besides my extremely awesome friends(who i think should hurry the fuck up and grad and move to the mainland - HA!), my dad and brock, i don't have much. I used to, but none of that matters right now.
I just hate being lonely i guess.
What the fuck am i thinking? I have Jerome!
No seriously, it doesnt help to be lonely.
fuck.