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i did believe it was all just for me.
and why shouldn't i have? back then, i had faith in everyone, and the fact that you chose last night to point out how stupid i'd been...
reminded me that it's better to have faith in nothing, and to be more like you and less like me, and to start drinking early and keep all the things you never knew hidden forever, because
you do deserve it.
without you, i am myself.
but i am learning to become you
instead.
and why shouldn't i have? back then, i had faith in everyone, and the fact that you chose last night to point out how stupid i'd been...
reminded me that it's better to have faith in nothing, and to be more like you and less like me, and to start drinking early and keep all the things you never knew hidden forever, because
you do deserve it.
without you, i am myself.
but i am learning to become you
instead.