Some thoughts before the end of the year.
He came out to my house yesterday and told me that he thinks he's falling in love with me. I didn't know what to say, other than I didn't return the feelings, even though I wish that I did - he's a really great guy. Anyway it was cold as fuck outside, so as soon as that was over I went inside and took the hottest bath of my life. I actually thought my flesh was gonna melt off. Instead I was just pink and steaming for a while. Worth it.
He told me that I looked more beautiful without wearing any make-up, because he liked my natural look so much better. So when I stopped worrying about having to wear make up around the one person I usually saw through out the day, he took it as a sign that I was starting to return his feelings. And I came upon a revelation today - I really love wearing make up. Like... It's not an insecure thing, because if I don't feel like wearing any, I wont. But when I do, I like the way I feel. It's the simple. I guess... he just overthought it?
Despite all of this, I really am in a good mood. Maybe it's the Christmas endorfines, or the fact that I'm completely psyched about my change in major [Alcohol and Drug Studies], or the fact that whenever House goes through withdrawls I get the jollies, or the caffeinated soaps, or that I'm getting a laptop and to see my father for Christmas. I dunno. This year has been good to me despite the move to a completely new world.
Let's hear it for another good year, if not better =)
He told me that I looked more beautiful without wearing any make-up, because he liked my natural look so much better. So when I stopped worrying about having to wear make up around the one person I usually saw through out the day, he took it as a sign that I was starting to return his feelings. And I came upon a revelation today - I really love wearing make up. Like... It's not an insecure thing, because if I don't feel like wearing any, I wont. But when I do, I like the way I feel. It's the simple. I guess... he just overthought it?
Despite all of this, I really am in a good mood. Maybe it's the Christmas endorfines, or the fact that I'm completely psyched about my change in major [Alcohol and Drug Studies], or the fact that whenever House goes through withdrawls I get the jollies, or the caffeinated soaps, or that I'm getting a laptop and to see my father for Christmas. I dunno. This year has been good to me despite the move to a completely new world.
Let's hear it for another good year, if not better =)