hey it's me...
well i haven't updated this thing in quite a while, the same thing seems to happen every day it's starting to feel that the days r starting to disappear, it's like things have just become a persistant course of hours that have no meaning, go to work, come back home, go to work come back home... it's a never ending loop that eats away at my life. each day i feel this "loop" ripping off parts of me... when will this so called existance become a life. one problem happens and i get over it, another comes, and it's like starting over. i have been trying to do everything i can to help u all, i want to be there so u can rant about whatever is ur problem, but recently i've been thinking, what have i done that made me feel better, i know it's no use trying, but maybe i should stop worrying about everybody else and just think, "what the fuck do i want to do now?"