& I don't know what to say so...fuck you.
This song "Saturday Night" by the Misfits, reminds me of some girl Jennifer. She would listen to this song allll the time and I guess it's understandable. She had a special moment with a person she truly loved when this song was playing. I think we all do that though...put that one sappy love song on repeat because we feel that the song will make us feel a bit closer to that moment. Yeah.
I miss things/people...
Although I am very aware that most of the following people will never know I said this, I still feel like saying this to them:
Becky...i've always and still do think that you're fucking awesome. You're the greatest person I've ever met! You're so nice, funny, caring, intelligent and beautiful, and I adore every part of you. This may sound weird, but yes...I love you! :)! I have you to thank because you were my only friend for a long time. And you never TOLD me what to do, you LISTENED and never judged my weakness. Many times you were there for me. and i hope i've been at least half the friend you've been to me. You ever need anything...just tell me where and when. you're a doll...<<4
Lourdes-i miss you. we all do. it's your b-day today & I want to wish you the best my pretty little Lulus. <3 you're a very beautiful person. i wish you could see that. thanks a lot for those exciting walks home...let's never forget the time you fell and wanted to kick all of our asses! heheh. or lupe humping the car and her getting caught..or um...when i developed my film, and the non-stop laughter we had when we got surprised my Rod's hairy tush! ;-) hehehe. you truly are something. thanks for the memories.
Sonia -you're such a freak. heh. never a dull moment with you. i think you rock and got some talent and I hope you have already tried to start a band. i'll support you all the way homegirl.
Sarah-i don't hate you. please don't think that.
Rodrigo- thanks a lot. =) mi amigo. You may find it hard to believe, but you're really not as bad as you think you are. You're just very honest. Things you say outloud...EVERYONE thinks them. So you rock for that. I hope we're friends for a long time because you're very dear to my heart.
Joey-Miss Joey...:sings: you're really lovely underneath it all... hehehe. i really do think you're lovely and you're just about the only one i miss from high school.
Ash-you're one lucky motherfucker to have Miss Joey. but you're cool.
Xoch-why are you so adorable?! Notice how we can talk forever?!! and usually about nothing. i hardly call, but i care. im terrible at advice, but i try. i love ya, but i just have to say that...i wish you was more ghetto! :)! lol. Seriously though, I enjoy every conversation with you because you don't laugh at me when i say stupid things and... i dunno. you smell! :p hehehehe. I love you mocosa. <33333!
Everardo-you're going to make it. and i wish you the best in your life. sorry for you know...i grew up and realized i was foolish. thanks. thanks a lot. i think you know everything i have to say so i'll leave it at that. luv ya.
Crystal-you've changed so much, but i still care for you in a strange way. i remember how both our faces would light up when we would see eachother. that friendship was strange, but great. thanks for the kisses, hugs, tears, advice everything. i'll never forget you. <<3
Daniela-i think about you sometimes...the way you laughed, cried, sang, touched me, and that gorgeous smile with those dimples...and it was nice. adios.
Lucy- I mean it from the bottom of my heart when I say that I hope you have a beautiful, and happy life. <<3
Ernie-ever wonder why things are kinda awkward between us?
Bobby-i always have fun when im with you.
Liz-my sistah. i could never live without your dumbass. in many ways, you're much more grown up than i am. and i like it that way though.
Lupe- you can be very selfish sometimes...
Mom-i never want to be like you when i grow up.
dad-you were a real asshole with my Mom and maybe she deserved it, but you could've tried to make it work?!! bah.
my other family members-you don't know me. any of you. and that's too sad because i can be fun.
Robert Smith-i just want to know what inspires you to write those lyrics?!
Jessica-...i don't know, but...i love ya more than anything in this world.
&..you're the most adorable thing ever when you sleep.
honest.you.are.
I miss things/people...
Although I am very aware that most of the following people will never know I said this, I still feel like saying this to them:
Becky...i've always and still do think that you're fucking awesome. You're the greatest person I've ever met! You're so nice, funny, caring, intelligent and beautiful, and I adore every part of you. This may sound weird, but yes...I love you! :)! I have you to thank because you were my only friend for a long time. And you never TOLD me what to do, you LISTENED and never judged my weakness. Many times you were there for me. and i hope i've been at least half the friend you've been to me. You ever need anything...just tell me where and when. you're a doll...<<4
Lourdes-i miss you. we all do. it's your b-day today & I want to wish you the best my pretty little Lulus. <3 you're a very beautiful person. i wish you could see that. thanks a lot for those exciting walks home...let's never forget the time you fell and wanted to kick all of our asses! heheh. or lupe humping the car and her getting caught..or um...when i developed my film, and the non-stop laughter we had when we got surprised my Rod's hairy tush! ;-) hehehe. you truly are something. thanks for the memories.
Sonia -you're such a freak. heh. never a dull moment with you. i think you rock and got some talent and I hope you have already tried to start a band. i'll support you all the way homegirl.
Sarah-i don't hate you. please don't think that.
Rodrigo- thanks a lot. =) mi amigo. You may find it hard to believe, but you're really not as bad as you think you are. You're just very honest. Things you say outloud...EVERYONE thinks them. So you rock for that. I hope we're friends for a long time because you're very dear to my heart.
Joey-Miss Joey...:sings: you're really lovely underneath it all... hehehe. i really do think you're lovely and you're just about the only one i miss from high school.
Ash-you're one lucky motherfucker to have Miss Joey. but you're cool.
Xoch-why are you so adorable?! Notice how we can talk forever?!! and usually about nothing. i hardly call, but i care. im terrible at advice, but i try. i love ya, but i just have to say that...i wish you was more ghetto! :)! lol. Seriously though, I enjoy every conversation with you because you don't laugh at me when i say stupid things and... i dunno. you smell! :p hehehehe. I love you mocosa. <33333!
Everardo-you're going to make it. and i wish you the best in your life. sorry for you know...i grew up and realized i was foolish. thanks. thanks a lot. i think you know everything i have to say so i'll leave it at that. luv ya.
Crystal-you've changed so much, but i still care for you in a strange way. i remember how both our faces would light up when we would see eachother. that friendship was strange, but great. thanks for the kisses, hugs, tears, advice everything. i'll never forget you. <<3
Daniela-i think about you sometimes...the way you laughed, cried, sang, touched me, and that gorgeous smile with those dimples...and it was nice. adios.
Lucy- I mean it from the bottom of my heart when I say that I hope you have a beautiful, and happy life. <<3
Ernie-ever wonder why things are kinda awkward between us?
Bobby-i always have fun when im with you.
Liz-my sistah. i could never live without your dumbass. in many ways, you're much more grown up than i am. and i like it that way though.
Lupe- you can be very selfish sometimes...
Mom-i never want to be like you when i grow up.
dad-you were a real asshole with my Mom and maybe she deserved it, but you could've tried to make it work?!! bah.
my other family members-you don't know me. any of you. and that's too sad because i can be fun.
Robert Smith-i just want to know what inspires you to write those lyrics?!
Jessica-...i don't know, but...i love ya more than anything in this world.
&..you're the most adorable thing ever when you sleep.
honest.you.are.