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Before I forget...Britney Spears just amazed me right now in her new video. Wow! Sexiness. I dunno. I was...wow! hehehe. ;-)
I hardly write in this mierda (shit) because well, I'm not that interesting. What is there to me? I think I'm in love with a girl who does nothing but look at my love and question it? But admits it to strangers and even brags that I shall never love another person like I love her. I used to hope she was right, but I hope she's fucking wrong. I will find a person who appreciates me. You know why?!!!
Coz I saw the way people look at me when I talk to them. They made me feel like I was something. (maybe it was coz they were drunk, but fuck you...let me flatter myself for once in my fucking life.) My pathetic life. But it is a life. I will go to school and become something. Maybe in the future I will become more of a drunk, but it will be something. I sound stupid, I realize..but...I really am not. And I wish someone read this. I'm afraid no one does. But why should i care? It's for me to express myself and not fall more into pieces...(let's face it, we all do this -lj- crap coz we want someone to read it and tell us it will all be "okay".) And that someone telling me it will all be "okay" is...yours fucking truly.
Dear Melissa:
Hey dork. It's a bit silly writing to yourself, but...oh well. Just wanted to say that, you will be "okay" one day. And will forget this bullshit. You're too young for this fake drama. You always tell Jessica that you have nothing and no one in this life but yourself, so why do you secretly think or hope that you do have people out there? It was great walking home. I know you were secretly hoping something bad might happen, but then not because you had Liz with you. You probably would've talked to those perverted men if they would've given you booze. (that is pathetic..) but Liz would've never allowed it. Maybe that's good and I'll thank her one day for always being there with me and not leaving me alone. Taking care of me. Good friend. Probably my only friend.
You're going to be okay you whiny bitch.
Love,
--Me.
What did Tiger Army say?!!!
FUCK THE WORLD!!!
:(!
ive.never.felt.like.this.before.and.it's.really.disturbing.almost.sad...
I hardly write in this mierda (shit) because well, I'm not that interesting. What is there to me? I think I'm in love with a girl who does nothing but look at my love and question it? But admits it to strangers and even brags that I shall never love another person like I love her. I used to hope she was right, but I hope she's fucking wrong. I will find a person who appreciates me. You know why?!!!
Coz I saw the way people look at me when I talk to them. They made me feel like I was something. (maybe it was coz they were drunk, but fuck you...let me flatter myself for once in my fucking life.) My pathetic life. But it is a life. I will go to school and become something. Maybe in the future I will become more of a drunk, but it will be something. I sound stupid, I realize..but...I really am not. And I wish someone read this. I'm afraid no one does. But why should i care? It's for me to express myself and not fall more into pieces...(let's face it, we all do this -lj- crap coz we want someone to read it and tell us it will all be "okay".) And that someone telling me it will all be "okay" is...yours fucking truly.
Dear Melissa:
Hey dork. It's a bit silly writing to yourself, but...oh well. Just wanted to say that, you will be "okay" one day. And will forget this bullshit. You're too young for this fake drama. You always tell Jessica that you have nothing and no one in this life but yourself, so why do you secretly think or hope that you do have people out there? It was great walking home. I know you were secretly hoping something bad might happen, but then not because you had Liz with you. You probably would've talked to those perverted men if they would've given you booze. (that is pathetic..) but Liz would've never allowed it. Maybe that's good and I'll thank her one day for always being there with me and not leaving me alone. Taking care of me. Good friend. Probably my only friend.
You're going to be okay you whiny bitch.
Love,
--Me.
What did Tiger Army say?!!!
FUCK THE WORLD!!!
:(!
ive.never.felt.like.this.before.and.it's.really.disturbing.almost.sad...