Apr 20, 2005 14:48
Oh yeah, I forgot something. While I was watching Buffy this morning (the ones where her mom dies, very sad) I was thinking "Man, if Tara was about 16 and not with Willow (oh and REAL), I'd totally be in love with her." God, I am so ready to fall in love. I've never been before, lol, but I here it's great. I don't really want an outgoing person, you know, not like my Lia, though I do love her so, more like.. I don't really know any non-outgoing people..lol But if I did, I'd totally love them. I want a girlfriend so bad.
And I was watching Pretty in Pink after that and all I could think about was "Next year, I'm going to prom, and I want to go with someone who means something to me" and all i could picture was me looking so wierd dancing with a girl. Picture it, me dancing with another chick, in frilly dresses and too much make up and fancy hair, I'll look like a complete moron, and all I thought was "I can NOT wait to have somebody."
(oh and i was rereading my stuff before I posted it and i totally made it sound like I was like, dating, or had previously dated Lia, which I haven't. LOL. But I mean, we all know that if Lia was gay and blind (lol) i'd ask her out. i know how that sounds gross to one of you reading this, and i can picture your face, but I really am intrigued by her. She's so loud and sure of herself, I love it. But really, someone quieter and sweeter like Tara is what I'm looking for. Just thought I'd clear that up)
<3 Brigid