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mandy...i know you said that your mom said that i cant live with you, but if i were to just show up at your door would your mom turn me away? i have to leave my house...like tonight. i told my dad that i thought i left my keys in my locker at work and he went crazy. i rode my bike to universal got my keys and when i got home there were NEW rules. i had to give back my key, i cant go in the family room because i am not part of the family and i cant watch tv...my tv is now outside. i gave my dad my key chain and he threw the key chain and it hit me in the head, then i said "WTF that hit me in the head," i bent down to pick up the key chain and he kicked me in the ass. i am leaving tonight with everything i can fit in a fucking trash bag...if i have to sleep outside i am. tell your mom i will pay her 100 dollars a month to let me stay at your house. i will cook and clean, and everything. i'll pay my own way for everything, i just need a roof over my head. i am begging you. ask her if i can stay till school is through, and then i will look into renting a room from someone around here. i am sure that there are houses in the area that have rooms for rent for a reasonable rate. i am SERIOUS!! i am moving out tonight. let me sleep in your van tonight....write me back when you get this. DONT CALL! if i can just sleep in your van i'd love you forever. i already do. i know i am asking alot, but PLEASE BEG YOUR MOM~~ I'LL BEG HER!!! PLEASE i am going crazy here...really. i dont think i can sanely take anymore. i'm going to die if i have to stay here another night. i'll walk to your ouse with a trash bag of my shit. PLEASE come get me PLEASE~ like at 12pm or somethign, i'll pack all my shit through my window into the van.....get me outta here, please.