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ok....so i got caught for skipping a whole fucking lot....
my parents are really pissed...my mom mostly. my dad, is strangely alright with it. like he is more disappointed than anything, but his mode of thinking is "you are only fucking up your life by not going to school, so i dont care, if you end up working at universal for your whole life, than you havae to move out cuz then you are a failure." my mom on the ohter hand is so mad, she doesnt even talk to me. that isnt too different from normal. i am grounded from my cell phone, that i pay for! No friends and than that is basically it. they havent officailly decided on my punishment yet, but i can feel the pressure mounting and i know it is coming soon.
i know i should deserve getting in trouble for basically skipping a total of like 55 classes this whole year, but its not like i killed someone, or was failing any classes, granted my grades could be better, but they arent even bad enough to get me kicked out of APEX or anything like that. all i know is both my parents skipped school when they were my age, and instead of asking me why i did it, why i felt the need to skip they (my mom) automatically went all "full metal jacket" on my ass and screamed and yelled and it was bullshit.
my family is like a fucking ticking time bomb and i just wish they could see it as a teen age rebellion thing....take away some of my privilges for like 2weeks and then everything be cool again. BUT NO...i dont even know how long or even how i am going to be punished, that is the scary part, everything is still up in the air.
ok going to get ready for work
mucho love to all my buds
-lauren-
my parents are really pissed...my mom mostly. my dad, is strangely alright with it. like he is more disappointed than anything, but his mode of thinking is "you are only fucking up your life by not going to school, so i dont care, if you end up working at universal for your whole life, than you havae to move out cuz then you are a failure." my mom on the ohter hand is so mad, she doesnt even talk to me. that isnt too different from normal. i am grounded from my cell phone, that i pay for! No friends and than that is basically it. they havent officailly decided on my punishment yet, but i can feel the pressure mounting and i know it is coming soon.
i know i should deserve getting in trouble for basically skipping a total of like 55 classes this whole year, but its not like i killed someone, or was failing any classes, granted my grades could be better, but they arent even bad enough to get me kicked out of APEX or anything like that. all i know is both my parents skipped school when they were my age, and instead of asking me why i did it, why i felt the need to skip they (my mom) automatically went all "full metal jacket" on my ass and screamed and yelled and it was bullshit.
my family is like a fucking ticking time bomb and i just wish they could see it as a teen age rebellion thing....take away some of my privilges for like 2weeks and then everything be cool again. BUT NO...i dont even know how long or even how i am going to be punished, that is the scary part, everything is still up in the air.
ok going to get ready for work
mucho love to all my buds
-lauren-