and so i think about him......
so.....
time to update a little about my life. i feel like i have avoided this "LiveJournal" for sometime, just out of the pure distaste for the idea that i would have to sit still and type it all out.
last weekend was fun...last week was funner.
ok so i smoked for the first time in 2 months on 4-20!! i know i broke a little pact that i had going, but its 4-20 and you cant expect anything else other than smokage!
k...on saturday i stayed over at mandys and we went to one of the nicest houses i have ever seen. there was this thing at this kid Tims house, and he lives in the flipping Windermere Country Club! yeah those houses were unbelievable. i felt like i shouldnt of even been looking at them, but this kid tims house is wierd in the sense that it is gorgeous from the outside, but the second i walked in it was like a totally differnt atmosphere. there were food wrappers everywhere and it was just dirty. i have been in worse houses, but they looked like shit from the outside too... i guess it was just a super surprise.
i was SO happy when i got there because Fred was there, i have this thing for this kid Fred. i just dont know where i stand with him. i am positive that he has a major jones for LeeAnne, but i figure i'm hot too, and LeeAnne doesnt express any interest in him. i want to actually go out with him, date him and everything. usually i see a guy and i think, i'd hook up with him, but when i look at Fred i think "i'd like to hold hands with him and watch movies together and blah blah blah" i really want to say somehting to him about it, but i'm shy about it, and i dont want to go and stick my stupid foot in my mouth, but its getting so close to the end of the year, that if i dont say something soon i might miss my chance. i am going to ask LeeAnne if she would care if i tried to get with fred, and if she minds then i wont even attempt it, and if she doesnt i will see if she will put in a good word for me with fred.
so this weekend coming up there is supposed to be a party at the kid Tims house and i REALLLY REALLY REALLY want to go, hopefully i will get up the courage or something to at least make a forward approach to fred. he should be at the party and i would love to be able to see if anything can adapt from there.
mandy and i have been working our butts off and doing a damn good job at it. i am very proud of her, even though she wasnt in the mood to work today, she made the best of it and did an awesome job as "Alonzo," and that game is hard to stay peppy in when its raining and you dont exactly want to be there in the first place.
mucho love to all my buds
-lauren-
time to update a little about my life. i feel like i have avoided this "LiveJournal" for sometime, just out of the pure distaste for the idea that i would have to sit still and type it all out.
last weekend was fun...last week was funner.
ok so i smoked for the first time in 2 months on 4-20!! i know i broke a little pact that i had going, but its 4-20 and you cant expect anything else other than smokage!
k...on saturday i stayed over at mandys and we went to one of the nicest houses i have ever seen. there was this thing at this kid Tims house, and he lives in the flipping Windermere Country Club! yeah those houses were unbelievable. i felt like i shouldnt of even been looking at them, but this kid tims house is wierd in the sense that it is gorgeous from the outside, but the second i walked in it was like a totally differnt atmosphere. there were food wrappers everywhere and it was just dirty. i have been in worse houses, but they looked like shit from the outside too... i guess it was just a super surprise.
i was SO happy when i got there because Fred was there, i have this thing for this kid Fred. i just dont know where i stand with him. i am positive that he has a major jones for LeeAnne, but i figure i'm hot too, and LeeAnne doesnt express any interest in him. i want to actually go out with him, date him and everything. usually i see a guy and i think, i'd hook up with him, but when i look at Fred i think "i'd like to hold hands with him and watch movies together and blah blah blah" i really want to say somehting to him about it, but i'm shy about it, and i dont want to go and stick my stupid foot in my mouth, but its getting so close to the end of the year, that if i dont say something soon i might miss my chance. i am going to ask LeeAnne if she would care if i tried to get with fred, and if she minds then i wont even attempt it, and if she doesnt i will see if she will put in a good word for me with fred.
so this weekend coming up there is supposed to be a party at the kid Tims house and i REALLLY REALLY REALLY want to go, hopefully i will get up the courage or something to at least make a forward approach to fred. he should be at the party and i would love to be able to see if anything can adapt from there.
mandy and i have been working our butts off and doing a damn good job at it. i am very proud of her, even though she wasnt in the mood to work today, she made the best of it and did an awesome job as "Alonzo," and that game is hard to stay peppy in when its raining and you dont exactly want to be there in the first place.
mucho love to all my buds
-lauren-