you keep coming back disassembled, & i keep losing this fight..

[sunday_x_drive]

i thought i was getting a lot stronger than this. but clearly not. i keep letting people in my life that continually hurt me. & i always try to make other people happy before i try to make myself happy. all that it's done for me is kick me in the ass.

.. & now that me and him talked, it hurts a lot more than when we weren't talking.