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"iris" by the goo goo dolls is by far the best song ever. it can be depressing, but that really depends what mood you're in.....so most of the time its depressing for me. which makes me love it since im just that kind of a person. anyway...on to more important things. i really seriously am ready to have a group of friends that i can do stuff with and tell them anything and be able to hang out with them at school. at the high school, it seems like there arent any people that arent "bad", but maybe i just need to look deeper into people. i want just one person to finally take me seriously, and not just be my "on the surface" friend because i might say somethign something occasionally. thats what i consider most of my friends because they dont know anything about me except whats on the surface. well, this weekend my grandparents are here, and last night 2 or 3 people (no names) told me they were going to the movies so i decided to go and my mom said that was fine so she took me and we drove around the parking lot for 20 minutes trying to find them and never saw them, so then i had to go to the lake with my parents and grandparents and of course i was in a really pissed off mood so i was unhappy the whole time, and when we left there my mom took me by pastime once again and we still didnt see them after 15 minutes of driving around aimlessly. needless to say, i had a terrible night last night so i just went up to my room and layed there on my bed in the dark for an hour listening to dashboard..what a boring weekend, same as always.....maybe school will be better next week, nah - i doubt it. well, please comment and tell me how you feel, LJ user or not...