hey im back!
heyy i havent been on this for a long time. i went back in time to everyones old ljs and how ljs where the shit when i was like 14.i miss it. the ppl that commented me talking about how much they love me i dont even talk to them anymore... it weird to go back in time and realize how things used to be that u suddenly forget when the time pasts by so quickly.Its hard for me to come on here sometimes... i know i cant take back time but if i could i would. i wish everyone could get back into the habbit of using lj... like when bridget danielle and i where like all time bestfriends...and i hungout with ppl that i never realize i would. and all my ex loves... i acted like it was the most biggest problem in the world.. now a days your too busy worrying about graduating... or who ur gonna sit with in gym class.. or even worse whos the next to die, because apparently a lot of ppl have passed away through these last 4 years i havent been on my lj. Its sad to look back and remember kelsea, and all i have is her remberence. Like in the year 2005 is when i posted this lj... when everyone was alive and happy... no problems or drama. I wish i still talked to ppl like danielle, bridget, and even someone like hope lounsbury... dude i loved her. now we dont even give eachother a second glance. I know songs can bring me back to that time, such as techno reminds me of macy and the dances at middle school... those where such amazing memories. All you can do is move forward in life...and so far im a senior for 2008 and graduating like 5 months... all i do is worry about my weight... i date this big football player named brian specht, our 10 months is tomorrow. Me and nadia dont talk anymore and certainly not heather either... we all seperated... luckily im still friends with bre and joey. god i love them.. and im just waiting for summer to come. but honestly id do anything to go back in those days. so if ur around 14 enjoy life right now cuz its the best time ever.