One down....
Well, I finally finished the resume of the life and work of Dr. Edouard Emanuel Blitz ... it's actually quite fascinating, and I've been asked for permission to have it published in a Masonic Annual from Belgium ... pretty cool, I think.
Life gets pretty lonely at times ... I go through long periods where no one calls, writes, stops by, etc.... been finding solace in the works of Saint John of the Cross... it's amazing how synchronistic all this is. He talks about suffering, and the long dark night of the soul ... with everything else going on in my life, it's hard to stay focused... or have any kind of drive... worst of all is finding a lack of desire to do what I KNOW I'm called to do.
I'm trapped between two worlds... I'm living the life of a hermit, but with the incessant nags of modern society: bills, bills, etc. One or the other would be great ... or some realization of how to successfully balance the two.
Life gets pretty lonely at times ... I go through long periods where no one calls, writes, stops by, etc.... been finding solace in the works of Saint John of the Cross... it's amazing how synchronistic all this is. He talks about suffering, and the long dark night of the soul ... with everything else going on in my life, it's hard to stay focused... or have any kind of drive... worst of all is finding a lack of desire to do what I KNOW I'm called to do.
I'm trapped between two worlds... I'm living the life of a hermit, but with the incessant nags of modern society: bills, bills, etc. One or the other would be great ... or some realization of how to successfully balance the two.