I just have to try to change my layout. So, just don't wonder when this will be a hopeless mess for some hours. I'm just learning by doing. Sorry, people.
But for the while, you can listen to this. It's a very mixed mix of songs I like. Some are sad, some are silent, some are loud. Just listen to them, then you know.
And this video is so wonderful! It's a bit long, but it's so sad and moving.