this sucks

Jun 24, 2005 10:22

I hate living here with my grandma its so difficult- beyond difficult. I cant wait to leave for college and I only have 1 more year and then i'm going to go to grad school and have my own apartment. I never felt like I didnt want to be home before now. My mom is the best mom ever and I always like being home. Noiw i understand why kids move out at 16. I am really on the verge of a breakdown or of bitch slapping her. If Heather is here it will be a tag team. No joke. Im not exaggerating its horrible. Shes so mean and rude to us. If i make it here another week it will be amazing. I actually starting balling on the phone with my aunt donna today because it is so bad. She is always butting her 2 sense in when she has no idea whats going on. ALso she tells us that we need help my mom- well i am working and she has no idea how much ive given my mom over the years and heather is looking for a job. Also, She said i need to help my mom pay for her car insuranc ebecause im getting her car. Well i was planning it grandma only not part of it but the entire thing i was planning on paying and will pay so go put your head back up your ass where it belongs. THen she says we need to learn respnosablitly. Well lets see:
1. I went to CHile at the age of 17 all by myself for an entire year.
2. I graduated high school with a pretty good average.
3. I bought my own car at 16 and paid my own insurance until it broke down.
4. I went to Le Moyne where my last semesters average was a 3.9
5. I am an RA at Le Moyne which I dont think i would be unless I was pretty responsable.
6. I have since been to GUatemala, Mexico, and Argentina which I paid for all by myself.
7. I will be graduating next May with a bachelors degree and with HOnors which means writing a 50 page thesis.
8. I will go to grad school
9. I have a job and have had a job since i was 14. And at Tonys they trust me enough to close for them.
now i dont think anyone would say im irresponsible!!!!!!
Not that its any of her business anyway. This is really one of the last things I need to deal with right now and I am honestly going to go crazy. SO if anyone sees me hanging out of a window ready to jump......you now why.
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