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I hate it when I have nights like this where I feel sorry for myself. It's so rediculous. I'm seriously so pathetic for doing this. I just don't understand why I don't have a boyfriend. I know the answer, but it's just not what I want to hear. The time is not right, blah blah blah. Why isn't the time freakin right? Huh? I don't enjoy feeling this way. I want someone to hold my hand and tell me I'm beautiful. That's all. I'm just being selfish tonight, I guess. Forgive me.