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So lately I have been a bit more emotional than ususal... Not sure why and have been losing it at the end of the day. I need to start thinking more clearly when I get this way and find something other than getting angry, crying, etc. to do like take a bath or put J in his crib and let him CIO while I read, etc.
I really need to be able to get out of the house, so in other words I'm dying for a car, our vacation or the weather to get warmer so I can take J outside. I guess it is supposed to get warmer just in time for our vacation to Steamboat, CO.
I have been working my way to finish packing lately. Last night after I got J to bed at 8:00pm, I got ready and ran 3 miles and did abs, took a quick bath and put the clothes in the suitcase although there are a few more things I need to get together for the bag but most of it is stuff we use every day so I might have to wait till Thursday to pack.
Once T got home from the gym we had chili and some dessert frozen apple blints - yum and then we got ready for bed and T had a conference call with Japan at 11:00pm I tried to go to bed but my breasts felt like rocks so I stayed up to pump.
We slept well and J was still sleeping when T & I got up to check on him at 3:30 am - not sure exactly what time he did get me to bring him into our bed possibly 4 or 5 am and then I BF him and we slept till 7:30 before getting up for a diaper change and breakfast.
We have had a good day so far after breakfast I got on the computer and checked e-mail while J's food was digesting then we went up to make the bed and got a call Grandpa was coming for a visit today. So I quickly made the bed and vacuumed the 2nd floor and bathrooms. Then J and I went down to play while we waited for Grandpa to arrive.
Grandpa brought J a set of soft balls (a basket ball, soccer ball, and a football) in a little net bag so far J loves the bag best! They were able to play together for a bit before J was getting tired and hungry. So I fed J solids and ordered us lunch and while Grandpa was out picking it up I put J down to bed with a bit of nursing.