Nov 09, 2006 08:19
I have done so many things, seen so many things. I haven't lived one goddamn day of my life. Neither have you.
For the record...
There is no true god, and there ain't no devil.
There is no absolute concept of good and evil.
There is one reason this world keeps turning,
one motivation,
fear.
What is one thing that you fear?
I will never be afraid of death.
I've witnessed death.
I've kissed my dead mother on her forehead, as tears exlpoded out of my red eyes
I fear myself. I'm afraid of the things that I think of when I'm all alone at night.
I'm afraid, that if things don't change soon, I might act out a few mental images.
I'm afraid of failure so much
I am afraid to try.
I feel crippled with fear.
One of three things will happen soon
a happy beginning, or a happy ending
most likely, nothing. Not one fucking thing.
And that is my biggest fear