oh... haha... well i was kidding anyways...

[sunbitch]

I'm nothing to get hung about

consider this my vent
don't read anymore
or do
i don't even care anymore
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so little warmth, i've felt before
I'm sorry
sort of
i don't know if i am apologising?
or just regretting
it seems so stupid now
and i feel like an idiot
fucking sheeyit
it just seems like it shouldnt be an issue
and if minds werent clouded they could tell you
its not just from my perspective,
i've looked at it through many
...
i know its not over
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i think i'm sick
sickly
deathly ill
one can only hope
goddamn
i really am down aren't i?
chloe told me i would be jaded someday
i didn't believe her
i suppose i was wrong
who knows
not any of you
but i don't know if i can fault you
because i don't really know myself
but i know
that i love you so
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i don't want any comments saying
oh i'm sorry marcus, i love you
and then me not hearing from you again
and i don't want any comments that say
call me if you need to talk