be warned

[sunbather]

my life, as i know it, will be ruined. i will deny my friends, forget my family, neglect my work. i will resent any activity that involves stepping out of the house. i will refuse to leave my room. i will despise the need to go the toilet or take a bath.

i will be intolerable, hateful, insufferable, rude. because all that matters to me right now is my addiction.