One of those days...
Ah, so much to say, where to start?
I suppose I shouldn't even be on here typing this as I only turned the computer on with the best intentions of sitting down to finish my photography essay. You know how it is... turn the computer on, remember all those sites you havn't visited for a while, spend hours sifting through them and finally realise the work has to be done, by which time it's nearing 10pm again. Hmmm, I suppose it's nearer 5 at the moment but I know I'll get distracted by various random things soon enough.
Feeling slightly disturbed by Jessica's quiz and the fact that I'm going to be banished to the 7th level of Hell... only missed Satan's hangout by two levels!!! I'm not that sinful really! God damn it! ...at least I admitted to using God's name in vain.
There's been much mention of how people's attitudes rub off on one another lately. I was very much believing this as many times I have felt completely run-down by other's unhappiness, even if my day started off well! (I suppose it happens in reverse sometimes thought which is nice) But today felt odd. I felt rather down this morning, tired, and worried about a certain phone conversation I had last night. Everyone else seemed a bit down too and I had the least amount of enthusiasm for Art I think I've ever experienced. Yet later on I began to feel much happier, even though I had this phone call plaguing the back of my mind and strictly should've have been feeling intensely worried. (Well, maybe?) I was speaking to Robbie you see, and we discussed the future a bit, how things might be next year when we both have a lot of work on and such, might be tricky. But he was 'warning' me not to get too attatched it seemed, as though he was planning to call it off at the end of summer already or something. He got a little panicky when I was asking why he didn't come and see me at work when he was in town saying it sounded like a 'commitmenty' thing to do and expect (which concerned me) ... I just meant it would've been nice to see him. He seems to not want his feelings to get too carried away, but I don't see why they shouldn't??? I mean we left everything on a very positive note and we will speak tonight, everything should be dandy, maybe I'm just paranoid!? I don't want to say too much as I probably just got the wrong end of the stick... it all seemed so out of character? But then everything was fine blah blah blah... silly me! Right, stop babbling, will let you know what happens.
Good to be back on Live Journal, quite thereputic really.
I suppose I shouldn't even be on here typing this as I only turned the computer on with the best intentions of sitting down to finish my photography essay. You know how it is... turn the computer on, remember all those sites you havn't visited for a while, spend hours sifting through them and finally realise the work has to be done, by which time it's nearing 10pm again. Hmmm, I suppose it's nearer 5 at the moment but I know I'll get distracted by various random things soon enough.
Feeling slightly disturbed by Jessica's quiz and the fact that I'm going to be banished to the 7th level of Hell... only missed Satan's hangout by two levels!!! I'm not that sinful really! God damn it! ...at least I admitted to using God's name in vain.
There's been much mention of how people's attitudes rub off on one another lately. I was very much believing this as many times I have felt completely run-down by other's unhappiness, even if my day started off well! (I suppose it happens in reverse sometimes thought which is nice) But today felt odd. I felt rather down this morning, tired, and worried about a certain phone conversation I had last night. Everyone else seemed a bit down too and I had the least amount of enthusiasm for Art I think I've ever experienced. Yet later on I began to feel much happier, even though I had this phone call plaguing the back of my mind and strictly should've have been feeling intensely worried. (Well, maybe?) I was speaking to Robbie you see, and we discussed the future a bit, how things might be next year when we both have a lot of work on and such, might be tricky. But he was 'warning' me not to get too attatched it seemed, as though he was planning to call it off at the end of summer already or something. He got a little panicky when I was asking why he didn't come and see me at work when he was in town saying it sounded like a 'commitmenty' thing to do and expect (which concerned me) ... I just meant it would've been nice to see him. He seems to not want his feelings to get too carried away, but I don't see why they shouldn't??? I mean we left everything on a very positive note and we will speak tonight, everything should be dandy, maybe I'm just paranoid!? I don't want to say too much as I probably just got the wrong end of the stick... it all seemed so out of character? But then everything was fine blah blah blah... silly me! Right, stop babbling, will let you know what happens.
Good to be back on Live Journal, quite thereputic really.