May 27, 2011 06:45
What good is a friend if they assume you support something most to practically all people who know you are totally against? Probably not a very good one.
Yesterday my friend got upset that I Posted a comment about finding a "Nazi Themed" yaoi manga and I was excited cause its kinda my Interest in a fantasy world I know can't exist. Kinda like forbidden love, especially since Nazi's supposedly hated gays.. When she mentioned she was Jewish and that she told me several times, I made the mistake of telling her I Didn't remember her telling me this. She got even more upset and told me her being Jewish and her last name was a "give away". Also that her last name falls into a stereo-type. Whenever I see someones Know I really don't think of what country a last name originates from. I only assumed her's had some type of ties in Germany. I checked back on my AIM Logs and nothing was even mentioned about her being Jewish in my logs up until October of last year when I got my laptop. I keep my Aim logs cause I know I will forget things. When she. After starting a Argument she stops short and tells me that the argument didn't belong on facebook and we took it to pm where she reminded me yet again that the Nazi's killed gays. I am not retarded when it comes to Nazi history. My grandmother lost her siblings and her friends in the camps. Then it came down to where I told her "that is the past. My grandmother lost almost her entire family and her Friends Due to the nazi's. that period is over its not like I'm Worshipping and backing up their Beliefs" to which I got the Response "sure as hell doesn't sound that way "
Its really nice to see that she actually thinks I do support the Nazis. If I did Support them I would be under the 'Neo Nazi's' I would of never dated a black man ( <3 U James you can hit me later, but please be gentle X'P) nor would I be friends with half the people I know, adore and consider family.
I'm probably going to see about getting things set up with another Psychiatrist or neurologist to see what is going on with my Memory problems. I was sure PTSD and Stress made me forget things I should know.
rant,
people,
hate,
life,
why,
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