May 25, 2006 06:47
Following the meme trend (what a way to break an extended silence):
11 comments about 10 people off my friends list.
I will not say who these 10 are or confirm or deny any speculation, though you are free to guess to your hearts content.
Off we go.
Ohh, one thing - One person is special and has two entries.
1) I pity you. If I ever had a vision or dream of a structure burning (especially a bridge), it is about you. I do not hate you, but I shake my head at times in exasperation. You seem to be an idiot, bumbling your way past common sense and into the arms of mistake readily and willingly, though we both know that is not the case. I do miss you on occasion, as you always managed to make me smile.
2) At first I was very wary of you. You carried a reputation for being a cynical mean-hearted fuck. Then I got to know you and found someone I not only liked, but one I looked up to. I am still very fond of you and will probably always be. I count you as a friend and only wish I could someone give you more stability, though I cannot.
3) I have always been attracted to you, in more ways than I care to cheaply define through numbers, though I doubt you will ever know how much. You are not simply blessed, but are a blessing in turn to every person who touches you. I love you like blood and like the quintessential ideal of a partner. I will never find the gumption to ever tell you how I truly feel, but in any case, I thank you forever for being a figure clad in light to me.
4) If there was ever a soul I could level with, it is you. There is so much of you I can look up to, but never do I feel that it is a requirement with you. You do not require praise, though you get it often I am sure. You have been there for both Michelle and I when we needed it, and I appreciate it endlessly. Someday soon I will look you up and we will get drunk.
5) At worst, you aggravate me at times. Over the littlest things too. At best (which is usual), you are one of the most important people in my life, and everyday I am enriched by your presence. I have a hard time voicing how important you are to me, especially voicing it to you. I do not know why it is difficult, though I do manage to get something out in that neighborhood. You are not a friend. We have a different name for each other. I love you.
6) I am confused by you. You stir up shit needlessly and let others clean it up for you. Despite how many I know who loathe you, I cannot bring myself to do it. I think you are very smart and very brave with words, but also very afraid without them. I sometimes ponder if uncomfortable silences are common with you, and equally wonder what a magnificent creature you would be without fear.
7) I like you a lot. You entered into something I am very picky about, and I think you are the only person who is not a mistake in that something. I could say you are intelligent, that you are friendly, that you are charismatic, and all would be true. However, I say you are a dreamer and I appreciate the dreams you share with me. I hope to have more soon.
8) Let shit go. Allow people to change your opinion of them. Your way is not always right. Charity begins at home. I can only say these things because I love you. Something is broken in you and in me as well. We are going to fix it.
9) Were I single, or in an open relationship, I would rip your pants off and be damn near violent in my fucking of you, from every conceivable angle and position.
10) I dislike you. You are not the person whom I once thought you were. You are petty, self-absorbed and cruel. I am saddened over the people you have hurt and people you will blithely hurt again I am sure. I looked up to you in a way once. However, your play has become transparent to all but fools. You are male.
11) I think you got a bum rap. I have always enjoyed your company and still thing you are a great individual in a job that opposes that greatness. I guess we are all there though at some time. A lot of people talk badly of you. I like to shut them up occasionally. If I had to define you in one word, it would be: renaissance.
That is that. Bedtime.