what the fuck!

[sun_x_shine]

well im not so great now.school is a drag exept when im with my friends! but still.. umm my birthday party was supose to be in chicago and now i dont know if it is or not. im so mad because they got me all excited and now my dad like no and my moms liek yea.. but im confused. i really miss it!! i just read one of my friends lj how they miss fl too and it got me thinking.. why did i have to move?? i was great where i was with all my friends!! and now its just not the same. i miss you all soo much!! and i miss my family too!! ugh i dont kno im such a mess! school just get worse by the day. i thought i liked shane and now i know that i dont. i still like chris and so thats kinda confusing too but then theres jarrod and i kno i liek him too... then theres darrio, i dont liek him but i dont know how i feel. im really confused i need help!! grr thing and people just make me so mad!! if i seem bitchy please try to understand im goign threw something right now so dont take it the wrong way please. im glad that i have my friends with me and i love them with all my heart!! i dont know where i would be without them! <33 thats about all for now. -Jozzy