Sugar, I'm going down....in a ball of fire and plagues swarming

[sun_streaker_x]

En't Life shit
Bit gay at the moment....
I'm in kinda the same predicament as soph at the mo!
It's weird how life can dramactically shift from one time to possibly the worst option in the world
I'm in love.......but not in a good way
Hard to explain...especailly with things as they stand...not really stuff for livejournal
more like meetin up for sum good ol councelling...
Also iv majorly fallen off the wagon as well,
Been a bit of a prick and started doin stuff that i thought i had left well alone years agoa but when things go wrong its stupid the things we do to cope
I'm really not in a good way at the moment
and no-one realises bcuz no one realises how much iv changed and evolved i know that sounds uber gay and weird but iv had to adapt to college and life differently this last year....
its just weird and uber uber gay

I just want college to be over, have my place at uni, go on holiday and more importantly be with ppl that i care about who love me just the same back
why is that so fucking difficult?