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[sun_shine_7]

I am just putting off homework, but I felt the need to update, at least in the broad sense.

Last week was pretty awful. I got into a monster fight with Aren Drehobl, and although i'm gonna keep details to myself, it was a nice little betrayal. We're not ok, and I don't know if we will be.

Me and Adam broke up. I don't have anything to say yet...it was on the best possible terms, no doubt. It just sucks...I cried a lot. But at least not while we were still on the phone.
And then we talked for a few minutes last night (I was at a BBYO convention) and i felt so wierd hanging up, cause we didn't say I love you. Which is normal, since we broke up, it was just...I'm not sure... a realization that we broke up? I dunno...I'm not making any sense...

And this week I have tons of stuff...
dr crazy appt. on wednesday
therapy tuesday
GSA monday
bbyo wendesday, formal meeting and business meetings and invite meetings
thursday = roiann possibly
friday...BROWN DECISION

and yes, i will call you. only, however, if i get in. if i don't get in, im not calling anyone.

gotta go do homework...