Dusk and Summer
She smiled in a big way
The way a girl like that smiles
When the world is hers And she held your eyes
Out in the breezeway down by the shore
In the lazy summer
And she pulled you in
And she bit your lip
And she made you hers
She looked deep into you as you lay together
Quiet in the grasp of dusk and summer
But youve already lost
But youve already lost
But youve already lost
When you only had barely enough to hang on
And she combed your hair
And she kissed your teeth
And she made you better than youd been before
And she told you bad things you wished you could change
In the lazy summer
And she told you laughing down to her core
So she would not cry
And she lay in your lap as she said
Nobody here can live forever
Quiet in the grasp of dusk and summer
But youve already lost
But youve already lost
But youve already lost
When you only had barely enough to hang on
She said No one is alone the way you are alone
And you held her looser than you would’ve if you ever couldve known
Some things tie your life together
With slender threads of things to treasure
Days like that should last and last and last
But youve already lost
But youve already lost
But youve already lost
When you only have barely enough of her to hang on
Hang on
Hang on
Hang on
So if you change the gender on all those, it's Marc for me...
I can't belive in August it'll be 2 years that I've known him..m and in August it'll be 7 months that I can't call him mine.
I don't know why but i'm like... wicked depressed today. : ( I just feel so...SAD. And it's intense, it's not just a random flash of sadness and back to being happy, it's ben bearing down on me all day and i'm not entirely sure why... im just overhwelmingly sad... i hate it. So I tried to fix it:
I took myself shopping after work to cheer myself up, and it didnt work, so I got DQ and that didn't help. I don't know what to do... dammit : (
I'm gonna go crawl in bed tho... maybe sleeping will help and tomorrow i'll feel fine. Sometimes just waking up to a new day makes things already seem better...
In any case: i'll probably write more tomorrw...
*I must look just like a fool here in the middle of the road, standing there in your rearview
and getting soaked to the bone... this land is flat as it is mean, a man can see for a hundred miles, so im still praying I might see the glow of a brake light.
But your wheels just turn, down the road ahead: if it hurts at all, you aint showed it yet. I keep a lookin' for the slightest sign that you might miss what you left behind, I know there's nothing stopping you now but I'd settle for a slowdown.
I held on longer then I should. Leaving you might change your mind those bright lights of Hollywood would fade in time.
But your wheels just turn down the road ahead, if it hurts at all you aint showed it yet. I keep a lookin' for the slightest sign that you might miss what you left behind, I know there's nothing stopping you now... but I'd settle for a slowdown.
Your just a tiny dot on that horizon line, come on tap those brakes baby, just one time... I know there's nothing stopping you now, Im not asking you to turn back around...
But I'd settle for a slowdown
come on just slow down *
Good old DIerks Bentley... can say it all in just one song...
The way a girl like that smiles
When the world is hers And she held your eyes
Out in the breezeway down by the shore
In the lazy summer
And she pulled you in
And she bit your lip
And she made you hers
She looked deep into you as you lay together
Quiet in the grasp of dusk and summer
But youve already lost
But youve already lost
But youve already lost
When you only had barely enough to hang on
And she combed your hair
And she kissed your teeth
And she made you better than youd been before
And she told you bad things you wished you could change
In the lazy summer
And she told you laughing down to her core
So she would not cry
And she lay in your lap as she said
Nobody here can live forever
Quiet in the grasp of dusk and summer
But youve already lost
But youve already lost
But youve already lost
When you only had barely enough to hang on
She said No one is alone the way you are alone
And you held her looser than you would’ve if you ever couldve known
Some things tie your life together
With slender threads of things to treasure
Days like that should last and last and last
But youve already lost
But youve already lost
But youve already lost
When you only have barely enough of her to hang on
Hang on
Hang on
Hang on
So if you change the gender on all those, it's Marc for me...
I can't belive in August it'll be 2 years that I've known him..m and in August it'll be 7 months that I can't call him mine.
I don't know why but i'm like... wicked depressed today. : ( I just feel so...SAD. And it's intense, it's not just a random flash of sadness and back to being happy, it's ben bearing down on me all day and i'm not entirely sure why... im just overhwelmingly sad... i hate it. So I tried to fix it:
I took myself shopping after work to cheer myself up, and it didnt work, so I got DQ and that didn't help. I don't know what to do... dammit : (
I'm gonna go crawl in bed tho... maybe sleeping will help and tomorrow i'll feel fine. Sometimes just waking up to a new day makes things already seem better...
In any case: i'll probably write more tomorrw...
*I must look just like a fool here in the middle of the road, standing there in your rearview
and getting soaked to the bone... this land is flat as it is mean, a man can see for a hundred miles, so im still praying I might see the glow of a brake light.
But your wheels just turn, down the road ahead: if it hurts at all, you aint showed it yet. I keep a lookin' for the slightest sign that you might miss what you left behind, I know there's nothing stopping you now but I'd settle for a slowdown.
I held on longer then I should. Leaving you might change your mind those bright lights of Hollywood would fade in time.
But your wheels just turn down the road ahead, if it hurts at all you aint showed it yet. I keep a lookin' for the slightest sign that you might miss what you left behind, I know there's nothing stopping you now... but I'd settle for a slowdown.
Your just a tiny dot on that horizon line, come on tap those brakes baby, just one time... I know there's nothing stopping you now, Im not asking you to turn back around...
But I'd settle for a slowdown
come on just slow down *
Good old DIerks Bentley... can say it all in just one song...