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amidst the annoying flakyness that embalms a few of my friends, i've finally found the innerpeace i've been longing for for a while. it's not someone, nor is it somewhere.
it's something that's from within, the little fountain of inner health and tranquility, the place where you accept yourself for where you are, who you are, what you have and who you are with.
the essence of living is accepting reality and being anchored with contentment.
tribulations may come but they won't stay for long. i take every pain staking sai kang the army makes me does as something temporal. i may not see the good in it, but i definitel know that the serve and fuck off rule really does apply in any (bad) situation you're in.
i can't wait to grow. it's time for me to experience life and live through experiences, relishing every hardache and heartache with a future drop of nostalgia.
this innerpeace may be sweeping and fleeting, but i'm glad i've found it at least (or recovered it to be pragmatic), let's hope it stays for awhile, else let's hope it'll be easy to find it the next time round.
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on another note ....
TGIF was spent with my long time no see ELS buddy Bryner Poh, & the Regulars Daphne, Dean & Kenny where we were entertained by Kenny's singing debut @ Nonya Bistro near Bukit Merah Area.
He's almost like a one man show, what with his antics & singalong songs, ending his 2 hour repertoire with Bleeding Love (the remix). Nonetheless, the service was bad, the food was mediocre & the seating was cramped. to quote Daphne, if it was't for Kenny, we wouldn't be in that place in the first place.
on another note, happy birthday to my lesbian partner-crime Eddie Ignatius!. we celebrated his birthday at Astons on Saturday along Upper East Coast Road. the food's fucking awesome though the queue was fucking nuts as well. but that price rivals that of Botak Jones and best of al, ti bears a resemblance to swensens with its charming little lamps. more could be said about the air conditioning, i swear i left a butt sweat mark on the cushion seats before i left.
after which we headed over to quaint little cafe near Siglap entitled Royale Cafe, that served gelato for $3.20 for 2 scoops. that's incredibly good i tell ya! after which, an (in)sane bus ride home with cheryl, the 2 ladies & P2KN2.
Making myself bronze tanned over the weekend & a haircut AND! Lunch with dodo Debbie over Ichiban Boshi & B&J Icecream, i can say that though my weekend seems more tame that the past few weeks, i've thoroughly enjoyed myself and would like this short weekend (LABOUR DAY!) to be even shorter!
for now, it's an exercise tomorrow outfield, for the first time since September last year. let's get dirtaye!