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Wow...so much has been going on since I got back to school. It's nice to be back and into routine again. I'm not feeling very well but I was even worse yesterday. Training has been keeping me very busy. I don't really mind it at all to be honest. I got my bulletin boards done tonite...Audree and I worked on stuff and watched Wedding Crashers which was a nice way to do it. I'm so glad I have Audree around lately...I've been a complete emotional basketcase and she's been helping me with everything so much. Today we did cultural experience with our staff it was a good time...I really do like our staff and we all seem to get along better then ever. Well for the most part. We got our duty schedule for next month mine really isn't bad at all I'm on duty Valentine's Day but it's not really a big deal since I didn't really plan on flying to Iraq to visit Jon anyway. I'm really happy with the way things are going. I honestly never knew how completly amazing he could be...like I haven't felt like this in a long time. Plus we started the relationship with so much history it just seems so perfect (besides the fact I don't get to see him...haha). The thing is I wouldn't want to be with anyone else. I'm happy. Yet, the more I start to care about someone I find myself pulling away because I'm so afraid of getting hurt or let down again. Like I'll make excuses or find something wrong to get out of it, but he's so important to me I don't want to loose him so that's the bad habit I'm going to work hard to shake. Ricky and I are going to go Valentine's Day shopping together to help each other find gifts for our "Valentines" should be a good time. Tommorrow we are doing Behind Closed Doors, which is basically just dealing with situations that might happen when you're on duty, in our building. My room is being used so I had to make sure it's clean...I did a pretty decent job. I'm going to get some sleep though.
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