I waited as long as I could
I wanted to pretend that I would come back here in some secure, perfected state.
In certain ways, I've made marked improvements, and every sense of me has grown sharper in the time away.
It's true that, in the midst of academics, even my other, more frequently used blog is being held in suspension, in spite of the sense of community that it gave me, at the time.
The proportions of that community, however, are at times illusory, and a multiple of that in my school.
In case you haven't been aware: That is a particularly abysmal quantity.
So, after continuous intentions, I've finally come back, and not just to delete the occasional spam comment.
Whether or not I end up ever getting back that sense of community online that I desired and still do (as in, not the poisoned kind), I am back, here.
There is something to be said, for the text equivalent of talking to the air, and that doesn't bother me as much as I originally became convinced it did.
In certain ways, I've made marked improvements, and every sense of me has grown sharper in the time away.
It's true that, in the midst of academics, even my other, more frequently used blog is being held in suspension, in spite of the sense of community that it gave me, at the time.
The proportions of that community, however, are at times illusory, and a multiple of that in my school.
In case you haven't been aware: That is a particularly abysmal quantity.
So, after continuous intentions, I've finally come back, and not just to delete the occasional spam comment.
Whether or not I end up ever getting back that sense of community online that I desired and still do (as in, not the poisoned kind), I am back, here.
There is something to be said, for the text equivalent of talking to the air, and that doesn't bother me as much as I originally became convinced it did.