Exhausted....
Today was interesting. I got up really early, compared to what I have been doing the past couple of days, and I was fired up for the game tonight against F-Dub, but of course I didn't go in. I will live with it though. Everybody played good, though we just needed to get more rebounds. I had an okay day at school today. I spilt my hot tea all over the back of my pants, but luckily I was able to wash them off enough to where they didn't show the stains. I found out I made a 46 on my History test, even though I thought I did really good. It's okay though, I will get over it. I will just have to do better on the other test coming up. I got to see JP today though. He picked me up from school and then we went back to my house, and went to the mall with my sister. She had to get her engagement ring that had gotten resized. I don't know about the whole thing with her and Paul, but he seems to be treating her better. I don't know, and to be honest, I love my sister to death, but I really don't want to get involved. I'm glad she showed up at the game tonight though. It has really surprised me how many games she has showed up for. I do have to admit that I am glad she has showed up for as many as she has, because without her there, there are some games I would have had nobody there to cheer me on.
I posted a poem yesterday morning, and it already has 22 views. That shocked the tar outta me. It has one comment, but its just wow.. I didn't think very many people read my poems, but I guess I was wrong.
I haven't talked to Chris in a very long time, which might be for the better. I hope he is doing okay though. I think about him every now and then, but I know that the "us" with me and him can never happen again...ever. Sometimes I wonder how things would be different if me and him had stayed together...-shrugs- It doesn't matter. I really like JP, and he means alot to me. More than I thought he would, to be honest with you. I really cannot believe at how slow I am making this relationship with him go...I mean, it's just not like me, and anybody who knows me can vouch for it. ^.^ Not that it's a good thing, but I really think that this relationship with JP is going to be going on for some time. I am going to try my hardest to help him with the situations he wants to get rid of...i.e. losing weight, getting different style... but I have no problem with him being just the way he is. I don't care if he is the hottest guy in the world, or the ugliest...The only thing that matters to me is his personality, and he has a wonderful personality.
I have been so exhausted the past couple of weeks, because I haven't been getting any sleep.. -sighs- I do not know why either...I mean, I get to sleep at a decent time, for the most part, but I always end up waking up in the middle of the night. Which, let me tell you, completely sucks a$$! I really wish I could figure out why I haven't been able to get any sleep lately. I try and go to bed early, and I just can't fall asleep, and then when I finally do, at midnight-one in the morning, I end up waking up before I need to be up. I will hopefully figure out why this is, but in the mean time, Krystel wants to get some sleep, and I really should be heading to bed myself. I will continue to write more tomorrow, if I get the chance.
I posted a poem yesterday morning, and it already has 22 views. That shocked the tar outta me. It has one comment, but its just wow.. I didn't think very many people read my poems, but I guess I was wrong.
I haven't talked to Chris in a very long time, which might be for the better. I hope he is doing okay though. I think about him every now and then, but I know that the "us" with me and him can never happen again...ever. Sometimes I wonder how things would be different if me and him had stayed together...-shrugs- It doesn't matter. I really like JP, and he means alot to me. More than I thought he would, to be honest with you. I really cannot believe at how slow I am making this relationship with him go...I mean, it's just not like me, and anybody who knows me can vouch for it. ^.^ Not that it's a good thing, but I really think that this relationship with JP is going to be going on for some time. I am going to try my hardest to help him with the situations he wants to get rid of...i.e. losing weight, getting different style... but I have no problem with him being just the way he is. I don't care if he is the hottest guy in the world, or the ugliest...The only thing that matters to me is his personality, and he has a wonderful personality.
I have been so exhausted the past couple of weeks, because I haven't been getting any sleep.. -sighs- I do not know why either...I mean, I get to sleep at a decent time, for the most part, but I always end up waking up in the middle of the night. Which, let me tell you, completely sucks a$$! I really wish I could figure out why I haven't been able to get any sleep lately. I try and go to bed early, and I just can't fall asleep, and then when I finally do, at midnight-one in the morning, I end up waking up before I need to be up. I will hopefully figure out why this is, but in the mean time, Krystel wants to get some sleep, and I really should be heading to bed myself. I will continue to write more tomorrow, if I get the chance.