WARNING!
alright everyone, this is a warning to anyone who is sick of reading sappy posts that end up just being huge emo rants.... if you are those people, then don't read further... cause that's what's coming...
so i'll begin with a short recap of the past few days... monday classes as usual... masks and whatnot... i can't remember if i actually posted about that already or not... probably not... today was pretty lame too, nothing really special... school, then work, then to kari's to visit with dan and umar for a bit, that was fun...
then i came home and got on le msn... talking to sarah as usual (here comes the sap)... so some days everything is awesome and we have wicked conversations (this is usually the case) and those days are wicked, but some days we talk, and don't get me wrong, it's still awesome to talk to her, but i guess the conversation had kind of a negative angle? does that make sense? basically, we made plans for next weekend cause Kari is doing a play in peterborough, so that was wicked, it'll be a kick-ass weekend... but i think those plans cancelled the original plans for me to go to st. catherines to visit her for a night or whatever... which kinda sucks, cause i was kinda looking forward to that. but it's all good... i'm gonna get to see her, and that's all that counts... she makes me happy.
alright, to be honest, that last paragraph was like a million times bigger and more confusing about 10 minutes ago... for some reason i had some sort of emo breakdown and my mind was racing a mile a minute and i got really confused and stressed all of a sudden... but i fixed it and i feel better, lol... that was kinda strange...
ANYWAYS!!! our plans for this summer are starting to get dimmed(not the australia plans... those are still 100% full force) the 4 of us are all still really stoked about it, except it's almost march, and we have only heard back from one place, and i don't think that all 4 of us have even heard back yet... possibly just myself and sarah... so we're not writing it off... cause there still is a lot of time, it's just that we're starting to get worried that's all... i still am going to the interview on the 28th... so hopefully that will make things better or something... i'm a little scared of it though, i don't like interviews...
alright enough of downer stuff...
regardless of how things turn out, next weekend is gonna be awesome. i mean, whatever happens, i'm making sure that i see her at least once during the week... otherwise i'd die... it's been so long since last time... and it kills me a little...
alright, on other news, my computer is still broken... Dave/adam are gonna fix it somehow they say, so hopefully i'll have it back soon... using this computer is hindering my internet time and therefore lessening my LJ posts... (although the last few have been huge)
i guess that's all i really have to say...
thanks to anyone who actually read it all haha, and if you have any ideas let me know, lol
oh yah, i had one more thought i was gonna put in this... (it's about sarah again, haha) I told her about my LJ and i told her that i'd give her the link sometime... do you guys think it'd be wierd for her to read me saying all this stuff about her? is that something that maybe she shouldn't be reading right now?
i don't know...
so i'll begin with a short recap of the past few days... monday classes as usual... masks and whatnot... i can't remember if i actually posted about that already or not... probably not... today was pretty lame too, nothing really special... school, then work, then to kari's to visit with dan and umar for a bit, that was fun...
then i came home and got on le msn... talking to sarah as usual (here comes the sap)... so some days everything is awesome and we have wicked conversations (this is usually the case) and those days are wicked, but some days we talk, and don't get me wrong, it's still awesome to talk to her, but i guess the conversation had kind of a negative angle? does that make sense? basically, we made plans for next weekend cause Kari is doing a play in peterborough, so that was wicked, it'll be a kick-ass weekend... but i think those plans cancelled the original plans for me to go to st. catherines to visit her for a night or whatever... which kinda sucks, cause i was kinda looking forward to that. but it's all good... i'm gonna get to see her, and that's all that counts... she makes me happy.
alright, to be honest, that last paragraph was like a million times bigger and more confusing about 10 minutes ago... for some reason i had some sort of emo breakdown and my mind was racing a mile a minute and i got really confused and stressed all of a sudden... but i fixed it and i feel better, lol... that was kinda strange...
ANYWAYS!!! our plans for this summer are starting to get dimmed(not the australia plans... those are still 100% full force) the 4 of us are all still really stoked about it, except it's almost march, and we have only heard back from one place, and i don't think that all 4 of us have even heard back yet... possibly just myself and sarah... so we're not writing it off... cause there still is a lot of time, it's just that we're starting to get worried that's all... i still am going to the interview on the 28th... so hopefully that will make things better or something... i'm a little scared of it though, i don't like interviews...
alright enough of downer stuff...
regardless of how things turn out, next weekend is gonna be awesome. i mean, whatever happens, i'm making sure that i see her at least once during the week... otherwise i'd die... it's been so long since last time... and it kills me a little...
alright, on other news, my computer is still broken... Dave/adam are gonna fix it somehow they say, so hopefully i'll have it back soon... using this computer is hindering my internet time and therefore lessening my LJ posts... (although the last few have been huge)
i guess that's all i really have to say...
thanks to anyone who actually read it all haha, and if you have any ideas let me know, lol
oh yah, i had one more thought i was gonna put in this... (it's about sarah again, haha) I told her about my LJ and i told her that i'd give her the link sometime... do you guys think it'd be wierd for her to read me saying all this stuff about her? is that something that maybe she shouldn't be reading right now?
i don't know...